ShinyScissors
Another artist who wants to die
- Feb 8, 2023
- 50
Request:
[20F] I want to CBT within the next 2 weeks. I live in a Southeastern USA state. I'm willing to travel by car if it's reasonable. No older than 29 years old. My preferred method is falling but I'm open to suggestions. No creeps again please I can smell y'all from a mile away.
(Sharing this request to another thread as well)
Context:
I've been a member for a year. I've had my time to lurk while I watch others get their deserved rest. It's a guilty feeling. I've tried really hard to get better. I am in college but I'm failing because I'm at an absolute low point. I have no motivation to do anything I love anymore or get up from bed.
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The nail in the coffin is my dumpster fire marriage. I don't know what I expected, I was coerced into marrying a guy I just met by some terrible people taking advantage of me at my most vulnerable time; the month after my brother's death. In the end, I signed the papers at 19. I can't deflect, it's my fault and I did this to myself. Now without him I have no money to support myself, I lost my job last year and college takes all my time. I cant handle the hurt he puts me through anymore.
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June 30th 2023 my [16M] brother jumped from the airport 6th story and died on impact. Professionals said he didn't suffer because it was so quick. His body was beautiful at his open casket funeral, looked like he passed in his sleep with no blunt trauma.
I miss you Michael. I love you so so so fucking much and miss you every day. My dreams haunt me with your image almost every night. K******** is taken care of, I promise. I'll see you soon little buddy I don't want you to feel alone ever again.
[20F] I want to CBT within the next 2 weeks. I live in a Southeastern USA state. I'm willing to travel by car if it's reasonable. No older than 29 years old. My preferred method is falling but I'm open to suggestions. No creeps again please I can smell y'all from a mile away.
(Sharing this request to another thread as well)
Context:
I've been a member for a year. I've had my time to lurk while I watch others get their deserved rest. It's a guilty feeling. I've tried really hard to get better. I am in college but I'm failing because I'm at an absolute low point. I have no motivation to do anything I love anymore or get up from bed.
…
The nail in the coffin is my dumpster fire marriage. I don't know what I expected, I was coerced into marrying a guy I just met by some terrible people taking advantage of me at my most vulnerable time; the month after my brother's death. In the end, I signed the papers at 19. I can't deflect, it's my fault and I did this to myself. Now without him I have no money to support myself, I lost my job last year and college takes all my time. I cant handle the hurt he puts me through anymore.
…
June 30th 2023 my [16M] brother jumped from the airport 6th story and died on impact. Professionals said he didn't suffer because it was so quick. His body was beautiful at his open casket funeral, looked like he passed in his sleep with no blunt trauma.
I miss you Michael. I love you so so so fucking much and miss you every day. My dreams haunt me with your image almost every night. K******** is taken care of, I promise. I'll see you soon little buddy I don't want you to feel alone ever again.
