Daisy Chain
Member
- Apr 13, 2022
- 21
I'm in a 3 day a week programme of therapy for EUPD and I had asked another member to ctb with me.. and I got a written warning from my psychotherapist for doing that. And then she said to me.. that to some people suicide is a real thing but she thinks to me it's just fantasy. And all I've done since is wonder if it's true? Would I jump off a cliff? Would I take SN? I want to so badly and I want peace. I walked out of therapy today, took 10mg diazepam and am sitting in a public toilet drinking JD and cutting. Is that all I can do as I have no fucking balls to actually kill myself? I just want to prove her wrong