mittensxx
Time to go
- Nov 12, 2019
- 49
Back at the end of 2020 I thought that I was feeling much better and felt pressure from my GP, nurse and psychiatrist to try and get rid of my SN.
The only person I trusted at the time was my therapist who told me that he would keep it safe for me in his office. And he reassured me that it's "mine" and I can come in and collect it any time. (Important to mention here that it's probably not legal to do that, but he suggested it himself so I took him up on the offer).
Last week rolled around and I wanted my SN back. What I didn't expect going in was him to tell me that he would have to report me once he gives it back to me.
I managed to walk away (without my SN) and not get in trouble, but now I'm heartbroken because he was the last person I trusted and felt comfortable talking to about anything and now I feel like I never want to see him again.
It's very difficult for me to cope right now because I feel like my only method was taken away from me (and when I mentioned "just finding another way" he wanted to report me for that as well).
In conclusion, don't be as stupid as I was (even if you think you have the greatest therapist).
((and sorry if this post wasn't good, I'm not a native speaker and this is my first post after 1.5 years on here))
The only person I trusted at the time was my therapist who told me that he would keep it safe for me in his office. And he reassured me that it's "mine" and I can come in and collect it any time. (Important to mention here that it's probably not legal to do that, but he suggested it himself so I took him up on the offer).
Last week rolled around and I wanted my SN back. What I didn't expect going in was him to tell me that he would have to report me once he gives it back to me.
I managed to walk away (without my SN) and not get in trouble, but now I'm heartbroken because he was the last person I trusted and felt comfortable talking to about anything and now I feel like I never want to see him again.
It's very difficult for me to cope right now because I feel like my only method was taken away from me (and when I mentioned "just finding another way" he wanted to report me for that as well).
In conclusion, don't be as stupid as I was (even if you think you have the greatest therapist).
((and sorry if this post wasn't good, I'm not a native speaker and this is my first post after 1.5 years on here))