Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
- Jul 1, 2020
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My appt is in about a week. And I'm right where I was last time.
Last time, I was going to attempt suicide the morning of because of the stress but my husband messaged me while I was sitting there with the rope around my neck. I then ended up cancelling the appt which caused my friend to stop talking to me because he didn't see my stress levels. All he saw was I wasn't getting help which stressed him out (however after explaining that I was going to kms because of it 'well fuck oops' was basically his response. (completely reworded in a me way but you get the idea)).
And that's basically where I am again waiting for this week to go by. I can't fucking handle it.
Correct me if I'm wrong but getting help shouldn't make you want to kys.
I know this is wrong. I know if I'm feeling this way it has to stop. But I'm so scared....
Last time, I was going to attempt suicide the morning of because of the stress but my husband messaged me while I was sitting there with the rope around my neck. I then ended up cancelling the appt which caused my friend to stop talking to me because he didn't see my stress levels. All he saw was I wasn't getting help which stressed him out (however after explaining that I was going to kms because of it 'well fuck oops' was basically his response. (completely reworded in a me way but you get the idea)).
And that's basically where I am again waiting for this week to go by. I can't fucking handle it.
Correct me if I'm wrong but getting help shouldn't make you want to kys.
I know this is wrong. I know if I'm feeling this way it has to stop. But I'm so scared....
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