.twilight.girl.
Living off of miracles.
- Aug 19, 2023
- 32
I started to get tattoos when I turned 18, thinking that was something I wanted. I was young and used tattoos as a way to "develop myself" but in reality I was covering up my issues.
After living with these large tattoos for 7 years I have a lot of regret, I wear long sleeves all the time, I feel very insecure if it is too hot to be covered.
I hate seeing myself with them. One is the start of a sleeve that I wasn't able to finish because I had lost my job. No, I don't think I will like it even if I got it finished.
It is so tiresome and I feel ugly with them. I even have an anime tattoo like...what the hell I was thinking...
The tattoos are all well done, they aren't by any means ugly but I have outgrown them and I am so jealous of women who have clean skin.
They just don't look good on me and it's just a reminder that I am a fraud.
Edit : Getting them removed isn't very achievable, I do not have the financial means to do so. Same with make-up, a tube of thick enough foundation is about $40.
These are obviously helpful choices for me but I live paycheck to paycheck which is very strict. Thank y'all for the suggestions
After living with these large tattoos for 7 years I have a lot of regret, I wear long sleeves all the time, I feel very insecure if it is too hot to be covered.
I hate seeing myself with them. One is the start of a sleeve that I wasn't able to finish because I had lost my job. No, I don't think I will like it even if I got it finished.
It is so tiresome and I feel ugly with them. I even have an anime tattoo like...what the hell I was thinking...
The tattoos are all well done, they aren't by any means ugly but I have outgrown them and I am so jealous of women who have clean skin.
They just don't look good on me and it's just a reminder that I am a fraud.
Edit : Getting them removed isn't very achievable, I do not have the financial means to do so. Same with make-up, a tube of thick enough foundation is about $40.
These are obviously helpful choices for me but I live paycheck to paycheck which is very strict. Thank y'all for the suggestions
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