yetme
Arcanist
- Oct 20, 2019
- 486
Hello fellow sufferers! Thank you for adding me!
I've been reading this forum for half a year now and finally decided to register..
There are so many good people here, I wish world was a better place for you, but it isn't..
Here's my story.. it's kinda stupid really.
I was a healthy man up untill recently. Did a lot of of sports, traveling, hiking. I loved life totally. Everything changed 2 years ago. I went to a party and met a girl there. We left together and had unprotected sex. That's how I got infected with chlamydia. I got treated and it went away for a while, but then it came back.
Antibiotics didn't work since then and I tried any possible drug there is. I faked prescriptions, smuggled abx from other countries even tried veterinary drugs. The ones they use to treat farm animals. I've been on antibiotics for 5 months, combining them, taking 4-5 different abx a day. I've tried herbs, diets, fasting, immune therapy, pain killers, bee sting therapy, anti cancer therapy. Nothing helped.
Doctors don't tell you that, but this bug kills and it does it with excruciating pain. In a year it went through my guts totally ruining them. Then it got into the joints, eyes, ears. A couple of months ago it got into my lungs and then into the brain. My immune system went off and I started getting some weird infections. I live in constant agony now. I have crucifying headaches, I cough blood, there's blood in my stool. I have constant testicular pain, joint pain, neuropain.
If there's hell, I'm living in it right now. On top of that I've lost my business and all my life savings due to the disease. My family left me without means to survive... I guess nobody needs sick people in there life.. well shit.
I often think how my life would turned out if I didn't go to that party. Well it never turned my way that's for sure. My friends tell me to be strong and keep fighting but how? how on earth would you fight that? I went through a lot of pain in my life. I've been tourtured, beaten up, shot at.. but nothing compares to this. Every night I beg God for forgiveness or to ease the pain or to kill me, but he never answers. So here I am in pain and scared shitless. I don't wanna die, but I can't live like this either. I bought a nitrogen tank a week ago. That's how I found you guys. I'm not sure how I prefer to go, but I'd like it as painless as possible...
You seem like a nice lot, so I'll hang in with you guys for as much as I can handle.
I did a lot of research on microbiology, clinical pharmacology, cancer treatment, chronic pain treatment etc.. could get a degree now lol. so if any of you
needs any advice on how to fight whatever is killing you feel free to ask and I'll try to help you.
thank you for reading this! and sorry for my English
I've been reading this forum for half a year now and finally decided to register..
There are so many good people here, I wish world was a better place for you, but it isn't..
Here's my story.. it's kinda stupid really.
I was a healthy man up untill recently. Did a lot of of sports, traveling, hiking. I loved life totally. Everything changed 2 years ago. I went to a party and met a girl there. We left together and had unprotected sex. That's how I got infected with chlamydia. I got treated and it went away for a while, but then it came back.
Antibiotics didn't work since then and I tried any possible drug there is. I faked prescriptions, smuggled abx from other countries even tried veterinary drugs. The ones they use to treat farm animals. I've been on antibiotics for 5 months, combining them, taking 4-5 different abx a day. I've tried herbs, diets, fasting, immune therapy, pain killers, bee sting therapy, anti cancer therapy. Nothing helped.
Doctors don't tell you that, but this bug kills and it does it with excruciating pain. In a year it went through my guts totally ruining them. Then it got into the joints, eyes, ears. A couple of months ago it got into my lungs and then into the brain. My immune system went off and I started getting some weird infections. I live in constant agony now. I have crucifying headaches, I cough blood, there's blood in my stool. I have constant testicular pain, joint pain, neuropain.
If there's hell, I'm living in it right now. On top of that I've lost my business and all my life savings due to the disease. My family left me without means to survive... I guess nobody needs sick people in there life.. well shit.
I often think how my life would turned out if I didn't go to that party. Well it never turned my way that's for sure. My friends tell me to be strong and keep fighting but how? how on earth would you fight that? I went through a lot of pain in my life. I've been tourtured, beaten up, shot at.. but nothing compares to this. Every night I beg God for forgiveness or to ease the pain or to kill me, but he never answers. So here I am in pain and scared shitless. I don't wanna die, but I can't live like this either. I bought a nitrogen tank a week ago. That's how I found you guys. I'm not sure how I prefer to go, but I'd like it as painless as possible...
You seem like a nice lot, so I'll hang in with you guys for as much as I can handle.
I did a lot of research on microbiology, clinical pharmacology, cancer treatment, chronic pain treatment etc.. could get a degree now lol. so if any of you
needs any advice on how to fight whatever is killing you feel free to ask and I'll try to help you.
thank you for reading this! and sorry for my English
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