Adam-ondi-Ahman
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- Nov 15, 2022
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My explanation for wanting to end my existence on this earth
I hold it to be true that this mortal life for me is nothing but a dream. I hold it to be true that once this mortal body stops working and dies, I will wake up as the god I always was and go on to do other things. I gain nothing from living on this earth other than experiencing the opposite of what it's like to live in a perfect society with no poor among them. I do not gain happiness from existing on this earth with my consciousness encased in a decrepit flesh suit. It brings me misery and unhappiness to wake up every day only to realise that my consciousness is still trapped in this decrepit flesh suit. I hold it to be true that death is only the breaking of the connection my true self has with this mortal flesh. I also hold it to be true that this body my consciousness inhabits is a fallen body compared to the one i had when this game of mortal life began or when i first projected my consciousness to this earth to experience life upon it. I hold to it be true that this body my consciousness inhabits is a slave body that much advanced civilisations created in mass production. I hold it to be true that pride entered the hearts of the much more advanced humans and they destroyed each other along with their unimaginable advanced cities and cultures. I hold to be true that the unsexed seemingly gods of old times branded the slaves they created with different skin tones and genitals along with a different self producing interior compared to the one they had and hold it to be true that this is where all the races came from. I hold it to be true that 5 different times the humans living on this earth developed to the point we are at now (some much further) then ended up destroying each other over petty disputes along with the cities they developed with the nuclear weapons they possessed and used against each other and the only reason why the sub human slave race survived is because 'they fled in to the wilderness'. I hold it to be true that the human avatars that our true selves could connect to were once 'created in the gods images' and that as a direct consequence of pride they steadily deteriorated over the course of millions of years to the point they are at now.
I also hold it to be true that religions are nothing other than the philosophies/imaginations of consciousness inhabiting a fallen and decrepit body mingled with the writings used to express these imaginations called scripture. I hold it to be true that these imaginations give meaning to an otherwise meaningless existence. I also hold it to be true that I should be granted the right to end my existence on this earth or in other words break the connection my true self has with this fallen mortal avatar. I hold it to be true that I should not be denied the right to end my existence encased in this decrepit flesh just because some other fallen avatar might experience grief and sorrow, which comes from ignorance, when learning of my decision. I myself chose to connect my consciousness to this earth and I hold it to be true that i should be given the right to break that connection or in other words commit suicide. Much like someone playing a video game that is not living up to the person's expectation chooses and has the right to stop playing the game.
I hope this was very informative in explaining my reason as to why I should be given the right to commit suicide and also the words 'Adam-ondi-Ahman' mean the posterity of Adam are in trouble or pretty much fucked
I hold it to be true that this mortal life for me is nothing but a dream. I hold it to be true that once this mortal body stops working and dies, I will wake up as the god I always was and go on to do other things. I gain nothing from living on this earth other than experiencing the opposite of what it's like to live in a perfect society with no poor among them. I do not gain happiness from existing on this earth with my consciousness encased in a decrepit flesh suit. It brings me misery and unhappiness to wake up every day only to realise that my consciousness is still trapped in this decrepit flesh suit. I hold it to be true that death is only the breaking of the connection my true self has with this mortal flesh. I also hold it to be true that this body my consciousness inhabits is a fallen body compared to the one i had when this game of mortal life began or when i first projected my consciousness to this earth to experience life upon it. I hold to it be true that this body my consciousness inhabits is a slave body that much advanced civilisations created in mass production. I hold it to be true that pride entered the hearts of the much more advanced humans and they destroyed each other along with their unimaginable advanced cities and cultures. I hold to be true that the unsexed seemingly gods of old times branded the slaves they created with different skin tones and genitals along with a different self producing interior compared to the one they had and hold it to be true that this is where all the races came from. I hold it to be true that 5 different times the humans living on this earth developed to the point we are at now (some much further) then ended up destroying each other over petty disputes along with the cities they developed with the nuclear weapons they possessed and used against each other and the only reason why the sub human slave race survived is because 'they fled in to the wilderness'. I hold it to be true that the human avatars that our true selves could connect to were once 'created in the gods images' and that as a direct consequence of pride they steadily deteriorated over the course of millions of years to the point they are at now.
I also hold it to be true that religions are nothing other than the philosophies/imaginations of consciousness inhabiting a fallen and decrepit body mingled with the writings used to express these imaginations called scripture. I hold it to be true that these imaginations give meaning to an otherwise meaningless existence. I also hold it to be true that I should be granted the right to end my existence on this earth or in other words break the connection my true self has with this fallen mortal avatar. I hold it to be true that I should not be denied the right to end my existence encased in this decrepit flesh just because some other fallen avatar might experience grief and sorrow, which comes from ignorance, when learning of my decision. I myself chose to connect my consciousness to this earth and I hold it to be true that i should be given the right to break that connection or in other words commit suicide. Much like someone playing a video game that is not living up to the person's expectation chooses and has the right to stop playing the game.
I hope this was very informative in explaining my reason as to why I should be given the right to commit suicide and also the words 'Adam-ondi-Ahman' mean the posterity of Adam are in trouble or pretty much fucked
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