My SN should be coming soon!

[SuicidalSymphonies]

As the title says, my SN should arrive tomorrow to the 22nd. I am looking forward to this.

I hope it comes! I still will be waiting until May, and I'll need to check the mail before my mum leaves for work just to avoid any questions. She doesn't open it, but she asks.

I don't feel like lying to her about what it is but if she gets it before me, what should I say it is?

Love you all

~ H x

 

[Brick In The Wall]

As the title says, my SN should arrive tomorrow to the 22nd. I am looking forward to this.

I hope it comes! I still will be waiting until May, and I'll need to check the mail before my mum leaves for work just to avoid any questions. She doesn't open it, but she asks.

I don't feel like lying to her about what it is but if she gets it before me, what should I say it is?

Love you all

~ H x

It can be a very sobering feeling to actually hold it in your hands. It makes you feel in control of your life for once.

As to what to say if she gets it first that may be difficult and could really depend on the dynamic of the relationship you two have. Also potential interests you may have which could be used to possibly mask its intentions.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

It can be a very sobering feeling to actually hold it in your hands. It makes you feel in control of your life for once.

As to what to say if she gets it first that may be difficult and could really depend on the dynamic of the relationship you two have. Also potential interests you may have which could be used to possibly mask its intentions.

Well, she is close to me so I suppose I could just say it's another thing I'm attempting to help my pain. I already got peptides in the mail.

 

[LMLN]

After I went through all the nail biting to make sure nobody intercepted my package, I found out about the delivery hub at my local grocery store. I could've picked it up at my convenience! Oh well.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Well, she is close to me so I suppose I could just say it's another thing I'm attempting to help my pain. I already got peptides in the mail.

I thought about explaining it this way myself in that scenario. I just told my roommate that I was ordering a bunch of medicine, which isn't far from the truth. Luckily he never saw what any of it was. I have it all under lock and key right now.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I thought about explaining it this way myself in that scenario. I just told my roommate that I was ordering a bunch of medicine, which isn't far from the truth. Luckily he never saw what any of it was. I have it all under lock and key right now.

It will be in my room. She doesn't go in there, I don't sleep in there. It's being used for my storage. Good idea.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

It can be a very sobering feeling to actually hold it in your hands. It makes you feel in control of your life for once.

That's how I think I will feel. Mine also arrives tomorrow.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

That's how I think I will feel. Mine also arrives tomorrow.

Good luck!!! x

 

[Brick In The Wall]

It will be in my room. She doesn't go in there, I don't sleep in there. It's being used for my storage. Good idea.

I would try to hide in a locked fashion as well if possible. Keep it somewhere dark and dry and don't open it until you're absolutely ready.

Also I'm sorry you've been driven to this. None of us deserve to be pushed this far in life.

 

[LMLN]

It will be in my room. She doesn't go in there, I don't sleep in there. It's being used for my storage. Good idea.

I just keep mine with me, keep it in my bag. People dont trust me and have been known to snoop.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I would try to hide in a locked fashion as well if possible. Keep it somewhere dark and dry and don't open it until you're absolutely ready.

Also I'm sorry you've been driven to this. None of us deserve to be pushed this far in life.

I have an air tight container to put it in as well once it arrives. She won't find it, trust me. The room is a disaster only I can understand.

I just keep mine with me, keep it in my bag. People dont trust me and have been known to snoop.

Ahh, that makes sense. I don't snoop or do suspicious things so nobody would suspect anything out of the ordinary. At least, I hope not.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I have an air tight container to put it in as well once it arrives. She won't find it, trust me. The room is a disaster only I can understand.


Ahh, that makes sense. I don't snoop or do suspicious things so nobody would suspect anything out of the ordinary. At least, I hope not.

I'm glad you have a personal space. Also though 22 is so young. You should just really be starting your life. Again I'm so sorry you're in this situation.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I'm glad you have a personal space. Also though 22 is so young. You should just really be starting your life. Again I'm so sorry you're in this situation.

It's definitely young! I'm still a baby, yet. But 22 is too young for me to suffer with everything I currently have. I've been suffering for 15 years or more now and it's only gotten worse as the years go by.

 

[Meant2Die]

I read in another post that you could potentially try to explain it as Epson Salts, which is a popular remedy for many ailments. People use it to ease health problems, such as muscle soreness, stress , constipation, insomnia, laxative. Can we used in a baths, topically on skin, or enemas, etc.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I read in another post that you could potentially try to explain it as Epson Salts, which is a popular remedy for many ailments. People use it to ease health problems, such as muscle soreness, stress , constipation, insomnia, laxative. Can we used in a baths, topically on skin, or enemas, etc.

Yes, for sure. But I don't want her to try to use it. That's all. And we can easily buy those locally so I think she'd wonder why I ordered some off the internet. Regardless.. My father orders me many natural remedies to try and help me, so maybe that will be the excuse. She will never know which package what came in once I'm gone, so she can't blame him. I'm not sure, though. Would rather just say it's something I'm trying for pain.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Yes, for sure. But I don't want her to try to use it. That's all. And we can easily buy those locally so I think she'd wonder why I ordered some off the internet. Regardless.. My father orders me many natural remedies to try and help me, so maybe that will be the excuse. She will never know which package what came in once I'm gone, so she can't blame him. I'm not sure, though. Would rather just say it's something I'm trying for pain.

My plan was to explain it as something similar. I did say to my roommate that some of my medications were potentially dangerous and shouldn't be tampered with. To try to avoid any type of accidental injuries or deaths to anyone else.

That would be the last thing I need right now and would make me feel absolutely terrible.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

My plan was to explain it as something similar. I did say to my roommate that some of my medications were potentially dangerous and shouldn't be tampered with. To try to avoid any type of accidental injuries or deaths to anyone else.

That would be the last thing I need right now and would make me feel absolutely terrible.

Precisely. Yeah, my mum is also a sufferer from chronic illness so I don't want her to try ANY of that.

 

[LMLN]

It's definitely young! I'm still a baby, yet. But 22 is too young for me to suffer with everything I currently have. I've been suffering for 15 years or more now and it's only gotten worse as the years go by.

It makes me sad to see so many young people here. I wish it could be different for all of us, but especially for the younger people.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

It makes me sad to see so many young people here. I wish it could be different for all of us, but especially for the younger people.

It makes me sad that anybody is here. x

 

[lymbo]

It's definitely young! I'm still a baby, yet. But 22 is too young for me to suffer with everything I currently have. I've been suffering for 15 years or more now and it's only gotten worse as the years go by.

sorry to hear your yn payn, what condytyon you hAVE>?

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

sorry to hear your yn payn, what condytyon you hAVE>?

A very long list, my friend.

Severe fibromyalgia, type 1 diabetes, asthma, nerve damage/diabetic neuropathy, cognitive problems, weakness, problems eating, sleeping, migraines. I've had 4 mini strokes. Been hospitalized many times.

 

[Jean4]

We still have your birthday to plan. ;)

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

We still have your birthday to plan. ;)

I know. My plans have not changed. xo

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

Nothing really to add to the OP, just wishing a stress-free and peaceful exit when the time comes. Mine will (supposedly) arrive around the same time, and then a 7 day countdown begins.