My SN arrived, and I almost threw it away. But it's in my room and I badly want to drink it. But I don't know, I feel like a little kid who doesn't want to leave their parents when I think about them. But I'm in so much pain everyday. I'm slowly making peace with my decision but a part of me wants to hang on for some stupid reason. I'm hurting so deeply inside.
Your SN should be good for 3-4 years I believe if unopened and stored correctly. This gives you time to reflect on your decision.
I know how you feel, I get emotional thinking about my parents too but at the end of the day we all have a right to leave if the suffering is too much to handle. We never consented to being brought into this fucked up world.
If you're afraid of taking it impulsively then I'd advise to store it in a place that's hard to access if possible.
I know how you feel, I get emotional thinking about my parents too but at the end of the day we all have a right to leave if the suffering is too much to handle. We never consented to being brought into this fucked up world.
If you're afraid of taking it impulsively then I'd advise to store it in a place that's hard to access if possible.
Vlad Tepes
Experienced
- Jun 24, 2025
- 262
My SN came in the mail yesterday and I couldnt be happier. The light at the end of the tunnel is here.
