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Ruinedbypsy

Ruinedbypsy

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Sep 9, 2022
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Never wanted it to be like this but my family and I ruined my life. I'm nervous but excited to no longer be suffering. Not sure if I'll do a good bye thread. I may as it would be nice to talk to some people as I as I leave to find peace.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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It's not just laying outside, is it? Did someone bring it in? Do they know what it is?
 
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Ruinedbypsy

Ruinedbypsy

Member
Sep 9, 2022
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Family brought it inside they don't go thru my mail.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be a relief having the option of SN. I wish you freedom from all suffering.
 
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notlongnow

notlongnow

Student
Aug 16, 2022
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Call me a wally but does this stuff just arrive like regular mail? I'm on the systems radar so gotta tread carefully. No way am I going back to that ward.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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Do you have some of the other meds from Stan's Guide that make success more likely?
 
Lonerzepam

Lonerzepam

O'lord! I Have My Doubts
Sep 2, 2022
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Call me a wally but does this stuff just arrive like regular mail? I'm on the systems radar so gotta tread carefully. No way am I going back to that ward.
I'm also on the radar for ordering drugs in the past but it came with no problems
 
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Jimblue

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Sep 10, 2022
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I wish the best of you, one way or another.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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I'm gonna have to use otc meds.
The one prescription med that could really help- is a beta blockeer- some people give up and call for an ambulance due to a racing heart- propranolol is the most common one. You can usually get a prescription through an online physician within 2 -3 days. But each person needs to decide for themselves abou the best protocol considering thir situation.
 
makethepainstop

makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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I hope no one finds your sn stash while you are out of town. That could be tricky and raise questions. When one plans to ctb discovery of same can cause problems.
 
Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
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Glad you got it safely, I hope the trip will be safe too
 
Ruinedbypsy

Ruinedbypsy

Member
Sep 9, 2022
18
SN is here and I got into a car accident and busted my radiator. I have ibuprofen, Tagment and Klonpin. I really need to do it tonight. I didn't want it to be like this.
 
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Astronauta

Astronauta

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Aug 9, 2022
104
O que você decidir, desejo que corra tudo bem !
Que o outro lado seja gentil com você !
 
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