My SN came today!

[cosmicpixiedust]

I don't have a ctb date, but boy does it feel good to have it in my hands! I thought I was going to feel anxious when first held it, but all I felt was relief. I'm glad I finally have the majority of my exit plan ready in case I need it. A friend of ours ctb a couple of days ago, so I was super worried that my roommate was going to see it first and I'd have to quickly learn how to make some jerky. He's aware of my suicidal tendencies and is on alert after her passing. Luckily it didn't come to that, but now I have a craving for jerky. I'll go to the store for that, though! Definitely not going to waste my precious SN.

 

[inairukab147qwe]

I don't have a ctb date, but boy does it feel good to have it in my hands! I thought I was going to feel anxious when first held it, but all I felt was relief. I'm glad I finally have the majority of my exit plan ready in case I need it. A friend of ours ctb a couple of days ago, so I was super worried that my roommate was going to see it first and I'd have to quickly learn how to make some jerky. He's aware of my suicidal tendencies and is on alert after her passing. Luckily it didn't come to that, but now I have a craving for jerky. I'll go to the store for that, though! Definitely not going to waste my precious SN.

Sorry for being too beginner, but what is SN? Or what does CTB mean?

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Sorry for being too beginner, but what is SN? Or what does CTB mean?

SN stands for sodium nitrite and CTB stands for catch the bus. :)

 

[aramir]

I don't have a ctb date, but boy does it feel good to have it in my hands! I thought I was going to feel anxious when first held it, but all I felt was relief. I'm glad I finally have the majority of my exit plan ready in case I need it. A friend of ours ctb a couple of days ago, so I was super worried that my roommate was going to see it first and I'd have to quickly learn how to make some jerky. He's aware of my suicidal tendencies and is on alert after her passing. Luckily it didn't come to that, but now I have a craving for jerky. I'll go to the store for that, though! Definitely not going to waste my precious SN.

Can I ask what country you are in and how long it took to get there ?

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Can I ask what country you are in and how long it took to get there ?

I'm in the US, it took 4 days to arrive.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I don't have a ctb date, but boy does it feel good to have it in my hands! I thought I was going to feel anxious when first held it, but all I felt was relief. I'm glad I finally have the majority of my exit plan ready in case I need it. A friend of ours ctb a couple of days ago, so I was super worried that my roommate was going to see it first and I'd have to quickly learn how to make some jerky. He's aware of my suicidal tendencies and is on alert after her passing. Luckily it didn't come to that, but now I have a craving for jerky. I'll go to the store for that, though! Definitely not going to waste my precious SN.

Congrats Hopefully you have a good place to hide it. Enjoy your jerky.

 

[aramir]

I'm in the US, it took 4 days to arrive.

LUCKY I'm in canada and it's taking almost a month . such a shame a lot of US sources don't deliver here

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

LUCKY I'm in canada and it's taking almost a month . such a shame a lot of US sources don't deliver here

I'm sorry, that stinks! I hope it gets to you soon! Do you have tracking on it to where you can at least guess where it is?

 

[S1mpleme]

I don't have a ctb date, but boy does it feel good to have it in my hands! I thought I was going to feel anxious when first held it, but all I felt was relief. I'm glad I finally have the majority of my exit plan ready in case I need it. A friend of ours ctb a couple of days ago, so I was super worried that my roommate was going to see it first and I'd have to quickly learn how to make some jerky. He's aware of my suicidal tendencies and is on alert after her passing. Luckily it didn't come to that, but now I have a craving for jerky. I'll go to the store for that, though! Definitely not going to waste my precious SN.

Would you like to meet? If you plan to CTB with SN, maybe it would be easier for both of us if we were together.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Would you like to meet? If you plan to CTB with SN, maybe it would be easier for both of us if we were together.

I'm definitely down to get to know each other and at least become friends! I'm not against the idea, but I don't think I could since I don't know when I'm ctb yet so it would be difficult for us to be partners. You should PM me though so we can be friends! :)

 

[easywayout]

I wouldn't do it with someone else, you're doubling the chances that emergency services are called.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I wouldn't do it with someone else, you're doubling the chances that emergency services are called.

I wasn't entirely saying that I was going for a partner, (thought about the emergency services part) and plus I have no date yet. We both clarified in PMs that we were looking for friends. I thought about having a partner, but there's too many "what ifs" involved. Plus, I want to be the one who picks the music when I go.

 

[Manja]

Damn today is exactly a month since I ordered it and it's still lingering somewhere...lucky you

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Damn today is exactly a month since I ordered it and it's still lingering somewhere...lucky you

I hope it comes in for you soon! Are you outside of the US/did you order outside of your country?

 

[Manja]

Europe...yes ordered it from another country, but still...this is inhumane

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Europe...yes ordered it from another country, but still...this is inhumane

:( I'm sorry hunny. I will keep you in my thoughts that it does arrive soon. Maybe with two people thinking about it we can make the universe hurry a bit.

 

[Manja]

Thank you that's so kind of you...but this universe obviously hates me...I just want to say to it fuck you back

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Thank you that's so kind of you...but this universe obviously hates me...I just want to say to it fuck you back

You're welcome, love! Say fuck you to it..heck yell it from the rooftops, but only once you've got your SN.

 

[Manja]

You're welcome, love! Say fuck you to it..heck yell it from the rooftops, but only once you've got your SN.

Too late lol...

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Too late lol

Oh well, eff it! lol

 

[Moonicide]

I am so happy for you, love. When I finally obtained all my materials to ctb, everything started feeling very much real. I've always wanted to ctb, but now I have the power to do so... And those two things are entirely different. I hope it has provided you with comfort and security as you are very deserving of that. And I am sorry for your loss.

Sending you all of my love.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I am so happy for you, love. When I finally obtained all my materials to ctb, everything started feeling very much real. I've always wanted to ctb, but now I have the power to do so... And those two things are entirely different. I hope it has provided you with comfort and security as you are very deserving of that. And I am sorry for your loss.

Sending you all of my love.

Thank you, dear. It really is a comforting, real feeling. I have also always wanted to ctb, or at least known that I would more than likely go on my own..it's a wonderful sense of insurance. It definitely has, just knowing I have that plus meto makes me extremely comforted. I want to get some Propranolol because I already have ridiculous anxiety, but then I know I will be good to go as far as the hard to get stuff goes. Though to be honest, I'm getting more tempted to be prepared because some stuff happened that made things worse..but I must try to keep on truckin'

Thank you for the loves! I appreciate your brightness~