Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Don't you listen to your heart? (Listen to it...)
Oct 26, 2019
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i already have my Meto.....it's bad to take the anti-acid because it can prevent you from going unconscious right? That's what I've heard as of late...

The whole situation I'm in is ridiculous and I really need yall's support. Like I had some SN before and i reordered the same thing.

I just got jumped by these 2 guys and they stole all my shit and fucked me up pretty bad. It's really fucked up. Like all of this shit in my life is fucked up. Even posting on this website is fucked up to an extent. I just want this whole "life-experience" thing to be over with. It's all evil and none of it is even real as absurd as that sounds.

I just really need yall's support. Like i was gonna go to this campsite where you can see the milky way and shit and just do this alone because all of these people are evil. I live in like this world full of demons and I honestly just need to get out. Please encourage and support me. I just need someone there. I don't really have anybody. My family is fucking trash and my friends are fucking liars.

Just help me end this terrible nightmare. I just need your support. I think i'm gonna test run my meto tomorrow...
 
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NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

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Firstly, please don't name drop sources, as it's against the rules and could backfire for others, in the future, second, Are you fucking ok?! They must be pretty stupid if they think jacking someone for their SN is a smart idea. Let karma kick their ass over that one, but seriously, you ok as far as that is concerned?
 
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reapandsow918

Let the waves take me
Nov 6, 2019
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Stay strong mate
 
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Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Don't you listen to your heart? (Listen to it...)
Oct 26, 2019
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I guess I mean I got a new thing of SN. No I'm not ok. They were fucking assholes and I hope they die in hell. Like i have this bad gash on the side of my face and the skin is all discolored. It has healed but like I'm just tired of people picking on me and thinking they can do whatever the fuck they want without repercussions. That's half the reason i'm CTB. I'm tired of being bullied and treated like shit. I just want this whole thing to be over. It's so terrible when I think of my family member's lives and my friends on FB. They have it all made and everything's perfect but I get to live in like freddy kruger's wet dream and it's just trashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
 
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Shinbu

Shinbu

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Nov 23, 2019
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That's horrible of what happened to you. I hope karma bites them in the arse. You did not deserve that.
 
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notjustyetagain

notjustyetagain

Oct 28, 2019
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i'm deeply sorry to hear of your experiences. you don't deserve any (more!) pain/suffering, especially to the extent of losing your CTB method -- you're right, that is fucking RIDICULOUS. the fact you're able to write about it indicates that you're stronger than i am. that strength may be channeled into resolve. surely you've used up all your bad luck for a while; it's time things started working out for you now. you'll be in my thoughts. sorry i can't help. i hear you though, you must be absolutely fucking livid, and rightly so.

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NitriteAnatomy

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Nov 21, 2019
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Truly sorry that you had to have that extra kick to the balls, OP. Wish I could offer better comfort or more to say, but know this much. I don't fault you wishing ill on these asshats that decided to do what they did. Just take comfort that they are in for a rude awakening when they decide to ingest what they took. Karma is a royal bitch, after all. We're all here for you, to the best of our abilities, friend.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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i already have my Meto.....it's bad to take the anti-acid because it can prevent you from going unconscious right? That's what I've heard as of late...

The whole situation I'm in is ridiculous and I really need yall's support. Like I had some SN before (loudwolf) and i reordered the same thing.

I just got jumped by these 2 guys and they stole all my shit and fucked me up pretty bad. It's really fucked up. Like all of this shit in my life is fucked up. Even posting on this website is fucked up to an extent. I just want this whole "life-experience" thing to be over with. It's all evil and none of it is even real as absurd as that sounds.

I just really need yall's support. Like i was gonna go to this campsite where you can see the milky way and shit and just do this alone because all of these people are evil. I live in like this world full of demons and I honestly just need to get out. Please encourage and support me. I just need someone there. I don't really have anybody. My family is fucking trash and my friends are fucking liars.

Just help me end this terrible nightmare. I just need your support. I think i'm gonna test run my meto tomorrow...

So sorry this happened to you. :hug: It's so fucked up that you were jumped and had your SN stolen. :angry: Just makes me hate people even more. :angry:
I guess I mean I got a new thing of SN. No I'm not ok. They were fucking assholes and I hope they die in hell. Like i have this bad gash on the side of my face and the skin is all discolored. It has healed but like I'm just tired of people picking on me and thinking they can do whatever the fuck they want without repercussions. That's half the reason i'm CTB. I'm tired of being bullied and treated like shit. I just want this whole thing to be over. It's so terrible when I think of my family member's lives and my friends on FB. They have it all made and everything's perfect but I get to live in like freddy kruger's wet dream and it's just trashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I hope you can find peace and leave all those assholes behind. :hug:
 
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k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
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it's bad to take the anti-acid because it can prevent you from going unconscious right? That's what I've heard as of late...
Where did you hear this? As far as I know, it's not true.
 
NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

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Nov 21, 2019
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Where did you hear this? As far as I know, it's not true.

I second this. Are antiemetics more effective than anti acids?
 
sleepy dog

sleepy dog

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Sep 13, 2019
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Firstly, please don't name drop sources, as it's against the rules and could backfire for others, in the future

There is nothing wrong with mentioning a brand of something, and it is not against the rules.
 
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There is nothing wrong with mentioning a brand of something, and it is not against the rules.

K.

Don't
  • Post or request personal information, website links, or sources of ANY kind.
    • Don't post personal information of anyone, no matter if the information is public or not, or if you have been given permission or not. This includes posting personal information of providers, website links to providers (e.g., ebay, onions, upload sites, independent sellers), and contact information of yours or someone else. Asking publicly for contacts is also disallowed. If you wish to give out your personal contact information or share sources, do so via PM.
 
sleepy dog

sleepy dog

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Sep 13, 2019
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K.

Don't
  • Post or request personal information, website links, or sources of ANY kind.
    • Don't post personal information of anyone, no matter if the information is public or not, or if you have been given permission or not. This includes posting personal information of providers, website links to providers (e.g., ebay, onions, upload sites, independent sellers), and contact information of yours or someone else. Asking publicly for contacts is also disallowed. If you wish to give out your personal contact information or share sources, do so via PM.

Show us all where it says don't mention a brand name. It says don't provide links.
 
NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

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Show me the exception to the rule that states sources of ANY kind, then. Should be pretty self explanatory that, naming the A provider by the name mentioned in earlier posts, what someone should search for when on A....unless I'm unable to understand what a capitalized ANY encompasses. Naming them in any way, shape or form is the context that message gives. If I am wrong, then just dismiss my ramblings, I guess. My interest is in keeping those providers around, period. This way, others don't have to worry about going through crappy sources for what they want.
 
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sleepy dog

sleepy dog

Wizard
Sep 13, 2019
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Show me the exception to the rule that states sources of ANY kind, then. Should be pretty self explanatory that, naming the A provider by the name mentioned in earlier posts, what someone should search for when on A....unless I'm unable to understand what a capitalized ANY encompasses. Naming them in any way, shape or form is the context that message gives. If I am wrong, then just dismiss my ramblings, I guess. My interest is in keeping those providers around, period. This way, others don't have to worry about going through crappy sources for what they want.

Since you had a huge problem with somebody else mentioning a brand name, here's a link for you.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-with-no-antiemetics.26776/#post-486093
That link shows you mentioning a brand name. Now enforce the rules against yourself the same strict way you want to enforce them against others. What is your punishment?
 
NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

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Considering Zantac is not a source, it's an over the counter product and the other one, mentioned earlier in this thread, is a named source and a product that can only be obtained on a website, but sure, let's play semantics. Moving on from this as my only concern is people being able to obtain shit from sources and last I checked, Zantac isn't being threatened nor removed any time soon from the market.

Funny how you want to argue over an item that is meant to assist suicide and is being threatened globally and somehow wanting to compare it to a popular antiacid that has no direct correlation with an assisted suicide agent. But, please, keep cherry picking.
 
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sleepy dog

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Considering Zantac is not a source, it's an over the counter product and the other one, mentioned earlier in this thread, is a named source and a product that can only be obtained on a website, but sure, let's play semantics. Moving on from this as my only concern is people being able to obtain shit from sources and last I checked, Zantac isn't being threatened nor removed any time soon from the market.

Funny how you want to argue over an item that is meant to assist suicide and is being threatened globally and somehow wanting to compare it to a popular antiacid that has no direct correlation with an assisted suicide agent. But, please, keep cherry picking.

At this link,
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-sn-came-today.26786/#post-486189
you say "sources of ANY kind". Once again your own words prove you wrong.

Originally, I was only stating that there was nothing wrong with the OP mentioning the word. You criticized somebody for doing something that you did. Then you turned it into an argument. You refuse to be wrong. I am done with this. And now I will try to block you in any way I can.
 
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NitriteAnatomy

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Nov 21, 2019
450
For the last time. Zantac is NOT a fucking source, it's an over the counter product that most can obtain easily. The SN is a source, since you have to actively find the seller, that goes by that name, therefor IS A FUCKING SOURCE. Learn to read. Doing the same.
 
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