My sn arrived

[Luxier78]

Well I think I'm going by sn because I just received mine from ic, took about 5 business days to arrive.

I have everything except the anti emetics, which ik aren't necessary and I can take 2 doses but I really hate throwing up so I'll try to avoid it.

I think I'm going to CBT on Monday cause hopefully everyone will be out of the house.

I'm doing this instead of hanging cause drinking is passive and I can't back out once I've done it and I'll be done for within the hour.

Just gotta sort out final affairs during the weekend and hope my anti emetic comes tomorrow cause I don't wanna postpone

 

[takemenowpls]

Don't underestimate the body's power to get rid of what's attacking it. Vomiting is a huge concern I don't think you should ignore. But that's just me.

 

[Fktw0rld]

Nice! If it's gonna sit for a bit make sure you write the expiration date on it if it doesn't already have one.

 

[spicedapplelover]

i hope you have a safe journey! Maybe i'll see you on the other side one day.

 

[Lost Magic]

well, in all honesty you should postpone till you get your anti-sickness because your body will try to reject it. It is a poison after all.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's understandable why you would choose SN over hanging. Hanging scares me a lot. I wish you the best with your plans. I hope that things go the way that you want them to.

 

[1000winds]

i think anti emetics are the most important supporting drug for the sn regimen. you are going to need something to help you to keep down the sn long enough for it to work

 

[Hiraeth Grimoire]

congrats! I hope you can find comfort in this backup plan in case life doesn't work out. I wish you peace and freedom.

 

[Luxier78]

Don't underestimate the body's power to get rid of what's attacking it. Vomiting is a huge concern I don't think you should ignore. But that's just me.

Yeah it's quite a concern for me too, I think I will definitely take precautions

Don't underestimate the body's power to get rid of what's attacking it. Vomiting is a huge concern I don't think you should ignore. But that's just me.

Yeah it's quite a concern for me too, I think I will definitely take precautions
Right, I'll postpone, I'd rather wait another day than get a botched attempt

 

[gimzero]

Why it need 48 hours not to found let say that you take sn in 9 at night, in tbe morning you are dead or not! Its power tool

 

[Musingsofnothing]

Are you able to dm me what ic is? Been looking for a source.

 

[Euthanza]

I was also very excited when I received my package, I'm not typically a guy who take pic of expensive dinner or such, but I take a pic of my SN bottle lol, there's a part of me that wanted to show it to everyone irl but I know it's impossible these days because they would prevent me, so I just kept it for myself and few selected people who I'm sure about their support.

 

[Luxier78]

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Are you able to dm me what ic is? Been looking for a source.

Have you posted enough threads, I'm not sure if I can do you yet?

I was also very excited when I received my package, I'm not typically a guy who take pic of expensive dinner or such, but I take a pic of my SN bottle lol, there's a part of me that wanted to show it to everyone irl but I know it's impossible these days because they would prevent me, so I just kept it for myself and few selected people who I'm sure about their support.

I hope you can pass on peacefully if you do choose to use it
Update: the anti emetics arrived (meto and ondansetron) so looks like Monday I CBT.

Time to finalize my plans, I feel kinda bad for feeling excited but fck it, I deserve to be at peace finally
Update: the anti emetics arrived (meto and ondansetron) so looks like Monday I CBT.

Time to finalize my plans, I feel kinda bad for feeling excited but fck it, I deserve to be at peace finally