My SN arrived

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I talked with the father of the girl i love, he said that he can help me try to be friends with her.. honestly it wil be really hard because she really hate me, and thinks really bad things about me and im really sure of that... also i stalked her etc
I talked to her too and she said that she will call or eat with me sometime...

I don't know, seems like she is feeling forced because shs know that im suicidal

She have a boyfriend now.. i don't know if i can endure that, but i really don't want to lose her

what do you think? is a life worth living? if i didn't talked with him i would have do it for sure..

 

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I think that deciding whether to ctb or not is a personal decision that can only be made by the individual, I don't see it as something for other people to decide, they aren't you and they aren't in your situation. Only you know if you want to continue or not but anyway best wishes.