my self promise

[WinterVR]

As of today, I don't want to CBT. but maybe i will someday.

Im trans and my biggest wish in life is to start my transition soon. I want to transition so badly i dont think i can live life without it.

due to my living condition i may be fucking blocked from ever transitioning. so im making a promise to myself. if there is ever a day that puts me into a situation that i cannot transition in I WILL CBT I WILL MAKE MY FAMILY PAY FOR IT AND ILL DO IT IN A WAY THAT MAKES MY ENTIRE FUCKING FAMILY SUFFER WITH ME. I WILL NEVER LET GO OF WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME AND CONTINUE TO STILL DO.

fuck my family i hope they all die horrible deaths.

 

[アホペンギン]

I'm sorry you're unable to transition to your desired gender because of your condition. I hope you'll manage to do it soon. I'm also sorry that your family treated you so poorly and makes you want to take revenge on them in such a fashion. I hope something good will happen soon to you. I send you my best rehards.