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dxstressed
Member
- Mar 13, 2020
- 23
Hi everyone,
It seems forever since I've posted on here. I recently tried to jump off a bridge, but the voices and the delusions led me to believe cameras were watching me and shadows were following me so I went home and went to A&E. 9 gruelling hours to just be sent home. I'm now signed off sick from work, I just can't fucking bring myself to do it.
I have two incredible friends... they are worried sick about me. I've noticed so many people come out of the waterworks when your suicidal, but never when you need them most? Just want someone to fix my fucked up brain.
I'm diagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder and the CPN I've seen has suggested it may be something more than that going on atm.
Idk I'm just venting. I'm sorry.
I hope your all as okay as you can be, it's a horrible world out there
Love
Dxstressed xoxo
It seems forever since I've posted on here. I recently tried to jump off a bridge, but the voices and the delusions led me to believe cameras were watching me and shadows were following me so I went home and went to A&E. 9 gruelling hours to just be sent home. I'm now signed off sick from work, I just can't fucking bring myself to do it.
I have two incredible friends... they are worried sick about me. I've noticed so many people come out of the waterworks when your suicidal, but never when you need them most? Just want someone to fix my fucked up brain.
I'm diagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder and the CPN I've seen has suggested it may be something more than that going on atm.
Idk I'm just venting. I'm sorry.
I hope your all as okay as you can be, it's a horrible world out there
Love
Dxstressed xoxo