MY REASONS FOR CTB

[Unattainable666]

Below are the reasons I will be ctb:

1. My father is gone;
2. My child is gone;
3. My cat is dying;
4. I absolutely HATE where I live; and I have no escape:
5. I'm so tired of mean, ugly people (seems that's all that's left);
6. No hope;'
7. This world has turned me from a caring, loving person into someone who doesn't give a shit about anyone (with the exception of my cat);
8. So tired;
9. I cry all the time;
10. No family; no friends (no one likes to be around someone who is sad all the time);
11. The shitty ass apartment complex I live in (pushed me to the brink - anxiety, depression, PTSD)
12. I'm sure there are other reasons - can't think of them now.

REASONS TO LIVE

ABSOLUTELY NONE




REAS

 

[Darkover]

Below are the reasons I will be ctb:
(1)no sex for 19 years no love or care from anyone only one sexual relationship between the age of 16 and 18
(2)broken left shoulder dislocates 10 times goes weak and limp at 18
(3)decay teeth 4 molar teeth completely decayed, 22 cavities at 18
(4)damaged stomach lining from a paracetamol overdose at 22
(5)tinnitus in both ears caused by weed and headphones at 30
(6)brain injury caused by weed and headphones at 30
(7)schizophrenia and depression at 18
(8)no friends all my life
(9)going to jail for a crime i didn't commit at 18
(10)no job or work
(11)left school with no gcse i didn't go for the most part
(12)neglect and abuse my parents didn't take me to the dentist my sister was giving me weed from age 11or12
(13) crappy housing

 

[Unattainable666]

Below are the reasons I will be ctb:
(1)no sex for 19 years no love or care from anyone only one sexual relationship between the age of 16 and 18
(2)broken left shoulder dislocates 10 times goes weak and limp at 18
(3)decay teeth 4 molar teeth completely decayed, 22 cavities at 18
(4)damaged stomach lining from a paracetamol overdose at 22
(5)tinnitus in both ears caused by weed and headphones at 30
(6)brain injury caused by weed and headphones at 30
(7)schizophrenia and depression at 18
(8)no friends all my life
(9)going to jail for a crime i didn't commit at 18
(10)no job or work
(11)left school with no gcse i didn't go for the most part
(12)neglect and abuse my parents didn't take me to the dentist my sister was giving me weed from age 11or12
(13) crappy housing

I'm so sorry you have so much pain in your life. Thank you for being brave enough to share.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's true that there is too much suffering in existing and it's very much understandable wishing to finally be free from this hellish world. No wonder so many people don't wish to delay their inevitable fate, it's really horrible how people suffer so much all through no fault of their own.

 

[nosoul]

Can't sleep, permanent insomnia, can't work
Can't eat well
No energy
Will go to mental hospital for life if they put me there
Losing me teeth
few friends
No purpose
Depressed
Mid 40s will suffer rest of my life
brain is fried can't feel emotions
Losing cognitive ability memories
Losing motor control of body due to sleep issues
Life is over
Always confused
Bipolar disorder

 

[ghost44]

7. This world has turned me from a caring, loving person into someone who doesn't give a shit about anyone

100%

 

[Death is my goal]

1- bullied
2- depressed
3- no friends
4- doing terribly in college
5- shitty parents
6- rough past
7- socially awkward
8- many mental problems
9- lost my purpose

 

[gh0sttx]

4. I absolutely HATE where I live; and I have no escape:

i relate to this so much. everyday i think how different my life would be if i lived in a good country. i wish i wasn't born here. i can't even move to somewhere else because it would cost so much and most of the countries don't give visas to ppl from my country