Method my possible method

[dyn00ss]

I've been thinking about suspension for about 4 months, and I just want to get some rope, wire that is "rough" enough to hang me, and about hanging it I'm going to use my bedroom door, I've been planning to do it sober but I don't know If I can, I'll put it on the Adam's apple, I've read several topics and videos about it and I'm still looking.
(I don't have a date for this, I don't have a lot of time alone at home so "I plan any day that I have at least 1 hour alone to do, usually it's the weekend, and I always think I'll make it and then I'm scared, but when I'm sad or angry or having a fit I feel like I could easily.
I come to this site and I'm just hoping I can do this, sometimes I seem desperate to ctb,,,,,
(last weekend i felt like i was going to make it but i had the "rope" around my neck and tightening it but i never seemed to pass out, i just felt like my head was exploding)


thanks for the information in my first post <3
any help or information would be appreciated

 

[disasterplant]

I've heard somewhere (cannot remember if the source was on this forum) that hanging can be quite painless if you're able to find the "sweet spot" on your neck, avoiding that exploding head feeling.

I used to consider hanging as a method until I impulsively tried to do it as self-harm, and fuck that shit wasn't peaceful at all, felt similar to drowning.

 

[bunnii]

As I've learned, it's very hard to pass out if you get the exploding head syndrome. If you start to feel it, it means you have the wrong spot. Means you're crushing your jugulars instead of your carotids or smth. If you've got the right spot, you'll pass out before you start to feel that. Good luck though! I'm sure you'll find your sweet spot.