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maninblack
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- Sep 12, 2020
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Hello!
I'm new to this forum, and I apologise in forward for my (possibly) bad english.
I've made my plan for CTB. My method of choice would be weight assisted drowning in sea. I've choose sea over river because of place where I'm planning to do it is deep enough, which makes me more convenient that my method wouldn't fail. I've read some of older threads on drowning, and I'm fully aware of fact that drowning in a sea is more painful than in river...
So, plan is to take 20 kg kettlebel, 2 pcs padlock and 2 - 3 metre chain. On the one side of chain I will tie kettlebel, and the other I will tie tightly enough around my neck. In the end I will secure all with padlocks, lock it and keep keys aside before jumping in sea of a dock. Before jumping, and after I prepare everything mentioned I will drink sam alcohol mixed with diazepam and zolpidem tablets which should sedate me enough to reduce survival instinct to minimum. I should avoid any eating or sleeping 24 hours before execution.
I'm curious if, under named circumstances, 20 kgs of weights would be enough to drown, or to keep me underwater without tie my arms and legs? Should I use weighted vest instead of kettlebels?
Please help with advice, I really want to CTB ASAP, I don't want to bother you but I'm really really tired of life, and I'm in hurry to go. Please help.
I'm new to this forum, and I apologise in forward for my (possibly) bad english.
I've made my plan for CTB. My method of choice would be weight assisted drowning in sea. I've choose sea over river because of place where I'm planning to do it is deep enough, which makes me more convenient that my method wouldn't fail. I've read some of older threads on drowning, and I'm fully aware of fact that drowning in a sea is more painful than in river...
So, plan is to take 20 kg kettlebel, 2 pcs padlock and 2 - 3 metre chain. On the one side of chain I will tie kettlebel, and the other I will tie tightly enough around my neck. In the end I will secure all with padlocks, lock it and keep keys aside before jumping in sea of a dock. Before jumping, and after I prepare everything mentioned I will drink sam alcohol mixed with diazepam and zolpidem tablets which should sedate me enough to reduce survival instinct to minimum. I should avoid any eating or sleeping 24 hours before execution.
I'm curious if, under named circumstances, 20 kgs of weights would be enough to drown, or to keep me underwater without tie my arms and legs? Should I use weighted vest instead of kettlebels?
Please help with advice, I really want to CTB ASAP, I don't want to bother you but I'm really really tired of life, and I'm in hurry to go. Please help.