Story My physical appearance misery

[Admont]

I lost 90 lbs 4 years ago and here is what people see and what my body exactly looks like in bed I'm sorry for disgusting you by my loose skin

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I don't see loose skin?

 

[Admont]

I don't see loose skin?

The last two images

 

[Myforevercharlie]

They don't show..

 

[Admont]

They don't show..

I just edited the post, sorry

 

[Myforevercharlie]

First, what an amazing job, losing so much!!

Can't you get an operation for the skin? If you are years on a stable weight i thought it would be payed for? Could be wrong ofcourse, here it's an option anyway

 

[Admont]

First, what an amazing job, losing so much!!

Can't you get an operation for the skin? If you are years on a stable weight i thought it would be payed for? Could be wrong ofcourse, here it's an option anyway

Yes I hope I could, it's just financial thing as I'm still a student, and probably gonna ctb before that

 

[selfhater]

it's not disgusting to me it's fine

 

[Disintegration]

I have body dysmorphic issues myself. I feel your pain.

 

[Admont]

I have body dysmorphic issues myself. I feel your pain.

Sorry for us

it's not disgusting to me it's fine

That is because your are so nice

 

[Disintegration]

It's more difficult to deal with than people realize. Body dysmorphia has the highest rate of suicide amongst all mental illnesses. If I were you, I'd go into debt getting surgery to repair the issue before ctb though.

 

[Admont]

It's more difficult to deal with than people realize. Body dysmorphia has the highest rate of suicide amongst all mental illnesses. If I were you, I'd go into debt getting surgery to repair the issue before ctb though.

I wish I could but I need more than just one operation I have several other problems need a surgery and need at least 10 years to get sufficient money so I guess ctb is much easier

 

[Cashewmilk]

I could take similar photos of myself, Im a female and I used to be 99 lbs a few years ago, I gained almost 60 lbs, but I've always had imperfections and body dysmorphia. I think my experience in sex work and my drug addiction has cured it. I have seen hundreds of naked men. Any woman (or man) who doesn't want to be with you because of that imperfection isn't worth your time. Literally everyone has an imperfection like that when in bed, free of makeup and lighting and filters, it's rare for people to be perfect.

 

[Brink]

Congratulations btw for losing all that weight... it's not easy to do, right! FWIW you're good looking regardless of the excess skin but I do understand how pervasive feeling ugly can be. All the best.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

Yes I hope I could, it's just financial thing as I'm still a student, and probably gonna ctb before that

Oh... I don't think that its payed for them.

But i don't think it's disgusting or anything