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mafuyu
electric angel
- Feb 9, 2023
- 134
That's it. That's the only thing I was living for.
I can't drive. I don't have a job. I'm a glorified leech. And despite vouching for communication, despite telling me she loved me for all these years even if I couldn't work…
It's over. I don't want anyone else. I don't have any family at all to help me. I always knew that without her I had nothing and nobody, and yet I let it happen. I don't even have any money.
She doesn't want to do marriage counseling. She says she can't make me happy and then I ask her how— she doesn't have a response. I've been working on myself for the past decade, been to loads of therapy, and we had our ups and downs like any other couple. But we loved each other.
I'm serious this time. Hopefully I can rest very, very soon. I am emotionally exhausted. She went over to her parents yesterday and talked shit about me, not sure what exactly. She came home with boxes today. There was no warning, no distance— nothing.
For now I'm just breathing.
I can't drive. I don't have a job. I'm a glorified leech. And despite vouching for communication, despite telling me she loved me for all these years even if I couldn't work…
It's over. I don't want anyone else. I don't have any family at all to help me. I always knew that without her I had nothing and nobody, and yet I let it happen. I don't even have any money.
She doesn't want to do marriage counseling. She says she can't make me happy and then I ask her how— she doesn't have a response. I've been working on myself for the past decade, been to loads of therapy, and we had our ups and downs like any other couple. But we loved each other.
I'm serious this time. Hopefully I can rest very, very soon. I am emotionally exhausted. She went over to her parents yesterday and talked shit about me, not sure what exactly. She came home with boxes today. There was no warning, no distance— nothing.
For now I'm just breathing.