My partner doesn't take my suicide seriously

[don't want it]

After we used to live together, and now we don't live together now, I suggested solutions for us to live together. One of the solutions was good, but he refused this solution. I really can't live without him, and I told him that I wanted to live with you and I would commit suicide if I refused this thing within For a short period of time, he told me in cold blood that I will check on you every two days through Snapchat to check on your condition. After two days had passed, he told me how you are, try to spend your time with something you learn. I told myself after the end of the conversation that he threw the trash and left, and that he does not take me seriously when I tell him that I am going to commit suicide. (There are some problems between me and him in the past. I tried to commit suicide previously, and he knows that and failed)

I don't know about any coldness or cold blood or not taking the matter seriously. I really don't know if I want to remove it from my list and commit suicide without telling him that I will commit suicide a minute before it, or remove it and continue my suicide. I don't know about any problems that make a person this cold. I am very angry and I feel With hatred towards him, it was beautiful days between us, I don't know if I will want to commit suicide because he sold me and I feel angry or sad because I chose this person to be my partner and he disappointed me a lot. I have told him that I desire death, and I desire a more faithful copy of you in my afterlife

 

[clueless2dayor2morro]

hey there,

its usually seen as kind of manipulative to tell someone that, because they won't follow through on the solution you have offered up, that you will commit suicide. that doesn't make you bad or any less deserving of life, if anything its common a reaction to pain and a desire to get help where no one seems to be helping you.

but i also want to emphasize that sharing him your feelings and the desire for death without telling him why you desire death, which i invite you to explore on this forum with others so that you can see if there are options you can try to change how you feel about existing (sometimes even after going through the options, nothing seems to help or the proper help isn't available), is probably only going to make him feel like you're manipulating him to do what you want him to do.

he likely doesn't understand what you're going through or how you're feeling, not many people want to understand most of the time. but i'm not saying that's how he is. if anything, i really hope he will take the time to try to understand how you feel and why.

i know maybe you're probably hurting a lot and that you just want someone to care about what happens to you and to value you in the same capacity we all would like to be valued. it's hard. i know that doesn't help a lot and that it probably feels like him pulling away from you really hurts.

i hope that this thread helps with venting and is a place for thinking things through and thinking about what's going on in your life that's causing you pain and what exactly he is providing to you in your life that's making you feel this way.

again, i know you didn't post this to ask for unsolicited advice. i'm kind of going through similar feelings of unrequited love. it's quite frustrating because any kind of love received from anyone, good or bad for you, feels good because its so painful to exist in this world right now.

 

[theboy]

sounds really painful
I hope you find peace

 

[don't want it]

I want to become a dog in order to get some attention from him, he advises me as he is a psychiatrist, learn, distract yourself, I do not want anything else but I want to live with him and he treats me coldly. I explained this to him and told him that I will not continue my life If you do not want to live with me, he told me that I would like you to continue without committing suicide. Two days later, he wanted to check on me in a cold, cursed manner. My death message reaches him

hey there,

its usually seen as kind of manipulative to tell someone that, because they won't follow through on the solution you have offered up, that you will commit suicide. that doesn't make you bad or any less deserving of life, if anything its common a reaction to pain and a desire to get help where no one seems to be helping you.

but i also want to emphasize that sharing him your feelings and the desire for death without telling him why you desire death, which i invite you to explore on this forum with others so that you can see if there are options you can try to change how you feel about existing (sometimes even after going through the options, nothing seems to help or the proper help isn't available), is probably only going to make him feel like you're manipulating him to do what you want him to do.

he likely doesn't understand what you're going through or how you're feeling, not many people want to understand most of the time. but i'm not saying that's how he is. if anything, i really hope he will take the time to try to understand how you feel and why.

i know maybe you're probably hurting a lot and that you just want someone to care about what happens to you and to value you in the same capacity we all would like to be valued. it's hard. i know that doesn't help a lot and that it probably feels like him pulling away from you really hurts.

i hope that this thread helps with venting and is a place for thinking things through and thinking about what's going on in your life that's causing you pain and what exactly he is providing to you in your life that's making you feel this way.

again, i know you didn't post this to ask for unsolicited advice. i'm kind of going through similar feelings of unrequited love. it's quite frustrating because any kind of love received from anyone, good or bad for you, feels good because its so painful to exist in this world right now.

I want to become a dog in order to get some attention from him, he advises me as he is a psychiatrist, learn, distract yourself, I do not want anything else but I want to live with him and he treats me coldly. I explained this to him and told him that I will not continue my life If you do not want to live with me, he told me that I would like you to continue without committing suicide. Two days later, he wanted to check on me in a cold, cursed manner. My death message reaches him
I want to commit suicide without him knowing and he doesn't take me seriously enough, I want to commit suicide but if he doesn't take me seriously enough it makes me sad and I don't know how to talk to him because I'm very weak socially

 

[hellispink]

it appears like he wants it to be over. He doesn't take you in consideration your pain then he doesn't seem to care much. However only you know if he has a reason to act so indifferent or not. He might just not want to deal with the threat anymore of losing you i guess. You guys should talk maturely about it

 

[don't want it]

He sold me