There's a side of me, a more emotional one, that will always feel anger towards my parents for giving birth to me.But a side of me, more rational, understands that they themselves didn't have the necessary baggage to make this choice responsibly.Having children is a societal pressure, a sign of stability and success. Most people having children never had the slightest access to a more existential and responsible view of live and instead fall trap to the incredibly shallow and nonsensical mass collective thinking and behavior.Honestly the blame should go to human nature and history itself.We can't help ourselves to be trapped the historical cycle;From hunters to agriculturists, then create a lot of bullshit collective myths and opressive societal structures that are cruel and opressive to the majority. I'm not saying that there are good and interesting ideas, being a autonomous suicide one of them, but to get to everyone accepting the good and sound ideas.... it takes centuries, more even. My parents are just a victim of that historical and societal process. One that I'll, at least in my family, end with me. And I am glad that I could have access to the ideas that will allow me to do so.