Discussion my options are running out, what if nothing goes right?

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trying to improve my life for the first time now that I have Sn in my hands I want to at least dedicate time for the improvement of my body and my mind so I am exercising every day and I intend to go to a psychiatrist Monday, but what if none of this works? I'm feeling more empty and melancholy when I get home, what if the pills and the psychiatrist don't help me? suicide?

 

[IsThisTheEnd?]

can I ask you something?

If I came to you asked you the same question what would you say to me? would you say fuck it kill yourself? I know I would never say this to anyone else yet I have no way of telling myself the same.

So please try and stay strong because your worth something xxxxx

 

[Nexey]

There are a lot of "what ifs" here. I'm all for planning ahead but sometimes that's just not practical. Trying to find solutions for every possible outcome is a good way of paralyzing yourself from doing anything.

Death comes for all of us. If there's no need to rush, then don't.

 

[EraseRewind]

can I ask you something?

If I came to you asked you the same question what would you say to me? would you say fuck it kill yourself? I know I would never say this to anyone else yet I have no way of telling myself the same.

So please try and stay strong because your worth something xxxxx

So true, it's incredible how often someone in the struggle of their own depression is so kind and constructive to another who is suffering. The people on here have been a massive help to me personally and I'm so grateful.

I try to not plan too far and keep things in the day I'm in, it's so easy to fall in to analysis paralysis.

I hope things go well for you.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Pills and psychiatry might not work so be prepared to replace it with something else.