Story my nde experience changed my view on death

[a65b]

For almost my whole life i have been extremely scared of death. i just hated the idea of not being here anymore and to stop existing. This changed a few months ago when i accidently overdosed on heroin and technically died. My heart flatlined but (un)fortunately i was saved by my roommate. I cant remember much about it anymore but i know that it didnt feel bad. Before this happened i was scared of the possibilty of nothingness after death but now it doesnt seem so bad to me anymore. It only sounds terrfying if you have never experienced it because you cant really comprehend nothingness. It felt just like falling asleep in the arms of someone you love. You slowly start becoming very tired and the last thing you feel before being uncioscious is a lot of warmth and love. Then once youre not conscious anymore it feels almost exactly like taking a nap.

 

[soul2realm]

That sounds good. Can you elaborate some more?

 

[hurb]

do u dislike ur roommate for saving u?

 

[a65b]

do u dislike ur roommate for saving u?

nah, i dont hold it against him. I mean i wish he hadnt but he did what any good person would do

That sounds good. Can you elaborate some more?

sure, what do u want me to elaborate on?

 

[Captive_Mind515]

That sounds like a peaceful dying experience, rather than an experience of being dead. But no experience beats a bad one every time imho.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Sounds blissful. I'd like to think all deaths are like that but, I'm not so sure. I imagine it depends on your state of mind leading up to it. Which is why it would be so good if we could all go out via this sort of method. If the substance relaxed us beforehand, that would be lovely. I wonder if even nembutal does that.

 

[soul2realm]

Did you meet anyone? How was your surroundings? Do you remember when you were closing or leaving, how was it? On similar lines.

 

[a65b]

Did you meet anyone? How was your surroundings? Do you remember when you were closing or leaving, how was it? On similar lines.

i didnt meet ayone while flatlined. I just wasnt there anymore. I dont know how else i would describe it. Would have been cool tho to have a nde where you meet other people or have an obe. When i came it was very gradual and slow, like waking up from the deepest sleep of your life. i remember hearing people talk and got very confused, not knowing where i am, how much timed passed or anything. then i slowly started feeling the worst pains of my life lol. Really really bad headache, nausea and overall feeling off.

 

[bananaolympus]

When i was in critical condition and sedated i was dreaming very vivid dreams, so if i had died it wouldn't have been so bad

 

[reticulator]

That just sounds like the method of death. Opioids are the way to go, if you can get your hands on them, but I don't think other methods would be nearly as peaceful as heroin.

 

[a65b]

That just sounds like the method of death. Opioids are the way to go, if you can get your hands on them, but I don't think other methods would be nearly as peaceful as heroin.

100%. when ill ctb ill do it with a heroin and fent od

 

[reticulator]

100%. when ill ctb ill do it with a heroin and fent od

Yeah the hard part is getting your hands on them, and also finding out the purity. Dealers don't want to kill their customers right? SN is more reliable in that sense, although much less pleasant.