Story My mother , the paranoid narcissist

[Falseunderworld]

This is the story about the first time i tried to ctb, my mother, who is still a constant problem, decided to catch me in the act and interfered, she took my door off the wall, installed cameras in my room, took away everything, even my PlayStation, as if it was something that can be used to die, she removed every sharp object and put it in a drawer and locked that drawer, even though I tried to pry it several times with a screwdriver, those soon all the screwdrivers were gone into the drawer to, she called the cops on me, after slapping me in the face and telling me I was insane. For Even thinking I should do this and that she loves me so much.

I was taken to the ward where endured trauma again because we can't have nice things and this whole system is fucked and humans are fucked
When I got home, she was just as paranoid as before. I wasn't even allowed to have a painkiller. If I had headache I had to suffer. That's my story and the second time it was even worse.


I wondered if anyone else has had similar experience