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Bundle of perceptions
- Jul 29, 2021
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A while ago she abused her cat. For context, several months ago that cat was bitten or scratched by another cat. That left a bad wound on her back. The wound seems to be healed by now, but the cat still avoids being touched on her back. So my mother "brushed" the cat. The cat was screaming very loudly, and it was obvious that the cat hurt a lot. During the "brushing" (or whatever the fuck she calls "brushing"), she said weird and sadistic things, with a weird intonation. She said "it doesn't hurt" and "you will be beautiful". The rest i cannot remember. After that she said "what an angry woman you are" and "what a tragedy". When father returned home, she said "go and complain, my girl, go and complain". All of that was said an a mocking, ironic tone. This is not the first time she did such thing to her. She also owned several pets through her lifetime, most were abused by her.
It is very similar to how she treated me in childhood. She hurt me regularly, said it doesn't hurt, that i'm pretending, mocked my pain, said that it was for my good. Scolded me for moaning in pain, for or for just cringing my face in pain even when i uttered no sound, humiliated me for that.
It is very similar to how she treated me in childhood. She hurt me regularly, said it doesn't hurt, that i'm pretending, mocked my pain, said that it was for my good. Scolded me for moaning in pain, for or for just cringing my face in pain even when i uttered no sound, humiliated me for that.