My lovely ending (regime)

[beyond_aquila_rift]

So my plan for ctb whenever it may be will be by SN. In a perfect world it would be N but here we are. I think the date is coming soon.

So I'm thinking of one last hurrah with lots of good food etc etc. Then the following day will be a stat dose as follows:

*with 8-hour fast

2 hours before

1 x 200 mg Tagamet as Rec

1 hour before	600mg of Ibuprofen
45 minutes before	1 x 200 mg Tagamet
30 minutes before	Double dose of Pepto
	SN drink- 25mg, two doses prepped

After drinking the SN I will get into a nice hot bath and listen to music until I fade away.

It just sounds so nice, I can't wait. <3

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

The only thing I see missing from your plan is 50 ml water per 25 g of SN.

 

[beyond_aquila_rift]

The only thing I see missing from your plan is 50 ml water per 25 g of SN.

I know I really shouldn't say this but at this point I thought that was pretty common knowledge =P But yes 50 ml water

 

[Notabadguy]

If you add propranolol to the SN, you'll maximize your very high chances of success

 

[beyond_aquila_rift]

If you add propranolol to the SN, you'll maximize your very high chances of success

I don't have access to it. Or meto.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I know I really shouldn't say this but at this point I thought that was pretty common knowledge =P

No offense was intended! Only applying a critical eye with the intention to support.

When it comes to any method with steps, not just a suicide method, people sometimes read but overlook an important step and then fill in the blanks. That seems to happen a lot with the SN method, and then folks attempt and come back to report failures due to having done something like taken the SN with too much water. That's what I was taking into consideration when I read over your regimen and commented. Many folks respond to such a comment with, "I missed that! Whew!"

 

[beyond_aquila_rift]

No offense was intended! Only applying a critical eye with the intention to support.

When it comes to any method with steps, not just a suicide method, people sometimes read but overlook an important step and then fill in the blanks. That seems to happen a lot with the SN method, and then folks attempt and come back to report failures due to having done something like taken the SN with too much water. That's what I was taking into consideration when I read over your regimen and commented. Many folks respond to such a comment with, "I missed that! Whew!"

ah, I see your point. I appreciate the note. I tried implying a bit of silliness and sarcasm in my initial response but you know, the internet. LOL.

Thanks for looking out, friend.

 

[MeriDeath]

So my plan for ctb whenever it may be will be by SN. In a perfect world it would be N but here we are. I think the date is coming soon.

So I'm thinking of one last hurrah with lots of good food etc etc. Then the following day will be a stat dose as follows:

*with 8-hour fast

2 hours before

1 x 200 mg Tagamet as Rec

1 hour before	600mg of Ibuprofen
45 minutes before	1 x 200 mg Tagamet
30 minutes before	Double dose of Pepto
	SN drink- 25mg, two doses prepped

After drinking the SN I will get into a nice hot bath and listen to music until I fade away.

It just sounds so nice, I can't wait. <3

Sorry but what is exactly Pepto? Is it like meto?

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Sorry but what is exactly Pepto? Is it like meto?

It's for nausea, heartburn, indigestion, upset stomach and diarrhea.

So, I suppose it's similar but has other uses as well.

 

[beyond_aquila_rift]

Sorry but what is exactly Pepto? Is it like meto?

yes as @SuicidalSymphonies said it's for a lot of things but helps with indigestion/nausea etc etc. I do not have access to prescription antiemetics so my plan is to use Tagamet and Pepto and hope for the best.

 

[Aftex]

I don't have access to it. Or meto.

Have you tried getting meto? I'm in the UK and it's prescription only but less than 30 mins with an online pharmacy and answering a doctor's questions with symptoms I found on Google and it was being sent next day delivery.

 

[oneanonymous]

I didn't realize Pepto would work. I'd like to do SN, but everyone says it needs to a dopamine blocker, but I can't take those. I'm very easily prone to nausea though, so it would be an important step for me.

Either way, I'm sorry it's come to this for you. You seem to have some peace with it though and that's a good thing. I wish things could be different for you, but here we all are. I hope you go easily, and comfortably. I hope you find peace. Much love.

 

[beyond_aquila_rift]

Have you tried getting meto? I'm in the UK and it's prescription only but less than 30 mins with an online pharmacy and answering a doctor's questions with symptoms I found on Google and it was being sent next day delivery.

really?? That would be amazing if I could do the same. I am US based so I'm not sure if that's possible. If you feel comfortable PMing me about it, I would appreciate it :)

I didn't realize Pepto would work. I'd like to do SN, but everyone says it needs to a dopamine blocker, but I can't take those. I'm very easily prone to nausea though, so it would be an important step for me.

Either way, I'm sorry it's come to this for you. You seem to have some peace with it though and that's a good thing. I wish things could be different for you, but here we all are. I hope you go easily, and comfortably. I hope you find peace. Much love.

I am in no way offering advice or plugging Pepto as a substitute for Meto, of course if I had Meto I would be taking that instead. But for me and what I have access to this is the next best thing

and yes I am very at peace with it. Thank you for your support, friend ❤

and sorry what do you mean by "that room seems nice". What room?