my life is pointless

[suicidestyle]

i love god, i love my family
however i feel a slight sadness in everything i do.
im never enough for anyone who wants me, i feel like they keep me out of pity
i want to get worse so they care but at the same time i want to be happy
but even happiness seems pointless to me because in the end, we're all dead
why not end the suffering before i have to suffer more?

 

[Worndown]

Not unusual feelings. How long has this been a problem for you?

 

[suicidestyle]

Not unusual feelings. How long has this been a problem for you?

the whole year, before this ive been sad but to a limit, yknow? but the feeling has become unbearable this year.

 

[Worndown]

Could you be suffering from depression?

 

[kvalez]

im sorry you feel that way i kinda feel the same way too hope things get better for you

 

[suicidestyle]

Could you be suffering from depression?

most likely

 

[Worndown]

That can be mitigated to some degree. You might want to check out your options. You could have a better life.