Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
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I have an aversion to office work, or even freelance work.
I realised this long back but I still continued to try and achieve a few things so I wouldn't feel entirely worthless.
Basically, all I want to do is sit still and do nothing. Responsibility of any kind bores me. However, I will occasionally take small responsibility to push my life ahead. But it's usually followed by periods of sitting idle again.
My inability to CTB has now made my life a living hell because I had honestly hoped based on my unsolvable problems that I would CTB long back. But I haven't and that has ruined my life since I now have to live with this.
I am just unable to sacrifice my time working for anything and that has been such a weakness that I contemplate CTB more often than not these days.
I realised this long back but I still continued to try and achieve a few things so I wouldn't feel entirely worthless.
Basically, all I want to do is sit still and do nothing. Responsibility of any kind bores me. However, I will occasionally take small responsibility to push my life ahead. But it's usually followed by periods of sitting idle again.
My inability to CTB has now made my life a living hell because I had honestly hoped based on my unsolvable problems that I would CTB long back. But I haven't and that has ruined my life since I now have to live with this.
I am just unable to sacrifice my time working for anything and that has been such a weakness that I contemplate CTB more often than not these days.