vultureilse
ready to go, just waiting for the right time!
- Dec 31, 2022
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i was planning on doing it after i move out because i dont want to traumatize my family and its impossible for me to discretely order sn while living with them but its so hard to wait. i just want it to end. i dont wanna wait months or even years to die. i just cant go on, each day is worse than the last, the antidepressants arent doing enough
since i cant get sn i was going to try night night or partial hanging but i just cant gather up the courage to go through with it. i start freaking out right before fainting. its not just si im not ready for death but i dont wanna be alive either why cant i just dissapear
since i cant get sn i was going to try night night or partial hanging but i just cant gather up the courage to go through with it. i start freaking out right before fainting. its not just si im not ready for death but i dont wanna be alive either why cant i just dissapear