thovens
life is unbearable
- Jul 9, 2023
- 43
Going to bed. I hope this is the last time. I hope death will come tonight, while I'm sleeping. This is my wish. This is my last thought for so many years. Unfortunately, it never happened.
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WaffleWoman
Ready to sleep
- May 16, 2023
- 179
Sleeping always feels so peaceful its like I don't exist for a few hours before I wake up
IIDARKIISHIKARI
Member
- Jul 8, 2023
- 17
Hopefully it'll happen to you and me both
thovens
life is unbearable
- Jul 9, 2023
- 43
..and after waking up, the torture starts again.
020x
Suffering will end when the existence does.
- Jul 6, 2023
- 249
I wish I could do something that will kill me instantly while i'm asleep. It would be so peaceful knowing I won't wake up anymore and that it would be my last night. Just closing my eyes while remembering the times when I had fun and. So peacefulLast edited:I can't sleep anymore. I used to be able to sleep great knowing that the dreadful day is finally over. But now I can't. Because I know I have to wake up the next day.
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,088
I have been wishing for the same thing, only to wake up to Hell everyday.
mekurin
Heading for something better than this
- Jul 9, 2023
- 61
soontobedone
Leave blank
- Feb 27, 2023
- 314
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 47,250
Never waking again certainly sounds so ideal to me as well, I've always wished for that, the only thing that appeals to me is a permanent and peaceful escape from all suffering where there is perfect nothingness for all eternity. But of course such a thing happening would always be far too good to be true in this dreadful reality.Similar threads
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