αmber
Earth is not my home
- Oct 25, 2021
- 84
Hello. I haven't talked a lot here in this forum, but I have felt less alone each time I related to a post.
May 20th is the day I chose for my departure, for my one-way ticket trip. It is all set already. I've cried a lot today. It feels like a mix of both relief and sorrow. One friend of mine is coming to visit me tomorrow. It will be our last time together, he knows what is happening on the following day, I told him today. My note is written. It is a short one, just two paragraphs describing life as a metaphor and 7 topics each dedicated to a special person who happened to live moments with me in this existence. I am feeling numb. It is hard to have clear reasonings.
It will be at night. It will be cold and I will not be alone. The trees will be with me. That'd be my last sleep. This is hard to believe...
words are just not enough to express what I feel.
May 20th is the day I chose for my departure, for my one-way ticket trip. It is all set already. I've cried a lot today. It feels like a mix of both relief and sorrow. One friend of mine is coming to visit me tomorrow. It will be our last time together, he knows what is happening on the following day, I told him today. My note is written. It is a short one, just two paragraphs describing life as a metaphor and 7 topics each dedicated to a special person who happened to live moments with me in this existence. I am feeling numb. It is hard to have clear reasonings.
It will be at night. It will be cold and I will not be alone. The trees will be with me. That'd be my last sleep. This is hard to believe...
words are just not enough to express what I feel.