My inevitable suicide

[Diminished]

It's so frustrating knowing my depression is so severe that Im going to ctb whether it's days/months/years away. Yet I can't just be done with it already. It's like I have to wear down my resistance to it over a length of time or the mental pain overrides it in order to end my life. Mean while my life is an absolute embarrassment as I struggle to do most basic things

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

The step from thought to action when it comes to ctb takes time, specially if it is a violent or physical method, because it requires practice. Until one day, one is fed up with everything and do it, once and for all.

Best of luck

 

[FuneralCry]

Suicide is very difficult. We are programmed to survive after all and it requires a lot of courage to exit this world. If it was easier, I would already be gone. I believe that someday I will reach the point of desperation. My suicide is inevitable as well. Life really is horrible. I hope you find the peace you are looking for and freedom from suffering.