My ideal method, which I will use in a month's time, is the night-night method. Applied correctly, it should be comfortable, quick and painless.
Before it was VSED, but I moved away from that after studying this forum here. However, I still find VSED very interesting. But it's definitely the opposite of quick and easy. And very individual.
I also have a romantized view of VSED
but that's probs bc I suffer from ED for so long
and you are right, you definitely set yourself up for suffering
I really relate.
since I was a kid i dreamed of drowning.
i want to swim out so so far and just not be able to come back in even if i tried.
ive always loved water, and i know in practice it wouldnt be a calm way to go, but i really want to sink.
i also feel like drowning would be calm for some reason
but i actually read on this site that it is not calm at all
because it triggers your survival instinct a lot
i also wish it could be as easy as just sinking
but ig it's not :(
I really relate.
since I was a kid i dreamed of drowning.
i want to swim out so so far and just not be able to come back in even if i tried.
ive always loved water, and i know in practice it wouldnt be a calm way to go, but i really want to sink.
i also feel like drowning would be calm for some reason
but i actually read on this site that it is not calm at all
because it triggers your survival instinct a lot
i also wish it could be as easy as just sinking
but ig it's not :(
It's a really f++++d up world when people have to suffer against their will! My ideal method would be take a pill and immediately fall unconscious and be death in a few minutes. Also no pain, no blood, no SI kicking in. One can only dream! The method I've chosen, if done right, should be close to that, still a minute or two before losing conscience may seem like an eternity! I always felt inclined to CO poisoning and with the GULPS system it seems even better than using coal.
what is the gulps system?
this site has put me off trying in the ways i thought would work,
lmao yea same before i was on this site, i thought ctb'ing was easy
also wanna die in bathtub but with fentanyl while listening to loveliescrushing. Fentanyl or gun would be best for me, but can't get either here.
truly sounds like a dream to me
a gun would solve my issues, too bad i'm not in us :(
I would like the pill option too. But it's a thing that works in movies and not so much in reality.
my life is such a bad b-level movie
I would like the pill option too. But it's a thing that works in movies and not so much in reality.
my life is such a bad b-level movie
Connecting something to the brain and, by pressing a button, it would turn off. Or morphine overdose, something that could be instantaneous, a gun, something that is simple, without waiting and 100% effective. That is everyone's dream.
you're right :(