Venting My house is full of abusive people.

[Littlewittlelight]

In short it just is full of abusive people and there is only way to get out it's the death itself. Don't want to put these abusive animals in trouble so yeah
Let them be animals because they are the best definition of animals as humans are mere animals

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

I know what you are going through and it's really unfair. Some people shouldn't really have kids, period. It's a vicious cycle. The abuse pattern never ends. I don't if you have the chance to move out. I had that change but then is in the adulthood that we realize how much fucked up we turn up be and have to deal with all the traumas that we didn't have any fault because we were just innocent children. Fuck them

 

[HateMyPointlessLife]

In short it just is full of abusive people and there is only way to get out it's the death itself. Don't want to put these abusive animals in trouble so yeah
Let them be animals because they are the best definition of animals as humans are mere animals

I understand. I have an abusive narcissist mother, and a narcissist enabler father, who treat me like dirt. And I have many mental health and physical health problems, due to years and years of abuse. My illnesses are used a a way to control me, and stop me being able to leave, and it's complete hell. And I just want to die, before they gain even more control over me. And I am so sick and tired of being treated like I am worthless.

 

[Pluto]

I certainly know what that's like. Dysfunctional families are well and truly a thing. The results can be unjust in the extreme.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like such a horrible situation to be in. Some people can certainly be so cruel. I wish you freedom.

 

[CTB Dream]

Samey feel real know tell thing parent real abuse injury damage trama act nothing want animal norm yes tis call animal norm ,put vegetable want animal not body universe care understand all abuse real terrible not abile escape

 

[Littlewittlelight]

Samey feel real know tell thing parent real abuse injury damage trama act nothing want animal norm yes tis call animal norm ,put vegetable want animal not body universe care understand all abuse real terrible not abile escape

Yeah they abuse eachother like animals. There isn't hitting for years but they are so aggressive sometimes like they will beat the shit out of eachother. It's nothing new I grew up in this place and I just don't know what to call myself I actually am worthless but I have tried on days and I just can't get out. It's not possible to get out no matter what you do that's how the living is here so I don't even have the will and I just don't wanna do anything anymore. I just want out because it wouldn't matter even if my life is good which it won't be because I am 90% sure as I grew up here so I clearly have narcissist traits which I try to keep out and I can I think but that doesn't change that my mind is fucked up I grew up playing games and became an addict I don't know where it stems from if it's my illness or if the family but either way I have only seen dysfunctional families in my life so it's not new and it affects I think I know that. I am complaining so much I just hope I don't once I am gone.

I understand. I have an abusive narcissist mother, and a narcissist enabler father, who treat me like dirt. And I have many mental health and physical health problems, due to years and years of abuse. My illnesses are used a a way to control me, and stop me being able to leave, and it's complete hell. And I just want to die, before they gain even more control over me. And I am so sick and tired of being treated like I am worthless.

@Pluto I wouldn't say they are extremely bad but there has been something that happens on most of the days and it doesn't help us feel better.

 

[universe]

I understand you a lot, I lived through this terrible situation. It's very difficult and it leaves a lot of trauma, sequelae and suffering even years later. Clearly, that weighs heavily in why I'm going CTB. Many people invalidate these feelings because after all, it's family...
I send you all my support and all my prayers, even if it's not easy and nothing stops these people. Wish you peace....

 

[Littlewittlelight]

I understand you a lot, I lived through this terrible situation. It's very difficult and it leaves a lot of trauma, sequelae and suffering even years later. Clearly, that weighs heavily in why I'm going CTB. Many people invalidate these feelings because after all, it's family...
I send you all my support and all my prayers, even if it's not easy and nothing stops these people. Wish you peace....

Thank you I wish you the same. So many dysfunctional families in world. I don't even know if mine is bad but it's never been a normal one or a family you could call a happy one or healthy one despite it is not so bad and sometimes it's okay but i just cant do it. there is some drama and I have never learned to even process my emotions. It's my mistake as much as what I am complaining about I know so I just accept it and I don't even want to live because I know I can't change or do much if I could I would really be happy but there is something I have no control over I can't even talk about it.