disabledlife
Arcanist
- Jun 5, 2020
- 401
Hello everyone,
I hope you are well? Or hope you are doing the best you can? I am not doing well at all!
I hope that my rant can have its place here, I hesitated for a long time to publish it, even in this forum.
I hope people don't blame me because it is very hard to read, but I wanted to say what I thought of my life and especially the fact that I can no longer bear to live, that I no longer bear the drift of humanity, consumerism, climate change, individualism, idiocracy in general.
I know that there are always people who stand out, that they are very kind, thoughtful, seek to change the world for good, live outside the system. I hope that one day these people will end up dominating the world, that the idiocracy that is taking place will end up disappearing for a healthier, more thoughtful world, in a healthier planet.
I no longer have any taste for life, even pleasures like going out with people, traveling, seeing a movie at the cinema, learning, eating, no longer gives me pleasure, everything tires me out, especially my health. The diagnoses made in recent times by leading specialists do not give me much hope, on the contrary!
I had a life that was strewn with rejection, misunderstandings, health problems, life failed by my health, injustice.
I was born badly, already ill, mistreated throughout my childhood, in a country which does not accept that each one can completely dispose of himself. Thank you France, which claims to be a country of freedoms and human rights! A gross lie. Country claiming to be secular while many laws are, for example, aligned with the wishes of religion, the Church, including public holidays. Other laws come directly from Napoleon, which are obsolete, such as the prohibition on changing family names.
From birth, you do not choose your parents, if you were not born under X of course, the parents really do what they want with you, can forcibly intern in a psychiatric hospital, force you not to be care, choose your school, choose your associates, choose your religion (being baptized without your concentration for example, secular country, what a joke), etc.
The fact of being different, sick, foreign, disabled, born to parents or badly reputed backgrounds is enough to be rejected by everyone, harassed, especially at school, your childhood is only made up of harassment and rejection , and you, you didn't do anything, you were just born in the wrong place at the wrong time, in the wrong body, in the wrong family, if you weren't just born to unknown people (births under x, birth anonymous).
My studies have been ruined by my health, I can not stand to see others have succeeded in their lives, have started a family, go on a trip, get rich, while they have harassed you and rejected you for your differences that you did not ask to endure your birth.
When you want to die, CTB, we take you for crazy, a coward, we insult you for that, that you deserve to be punished, lynched, you are even more rejected, harassed ...
These others who have succeeded in their lives, approach you to leave because you are their sufferers to whom they can fall back to affirm that they are superior to you, that their life is superior to you, that they infantilize you to express their ego as lesson givers, that they are taller than you, richer than you, healthier than you, etc.
I feel like other people want to stop me from CTB, and I think it's the same for everyone who wants CTB too, because successful people want to belittle people who haven't. successful in their life, or who are suffering, are smaller than them, uglier than them, are in poor health unlike them, are deprived of freedoms because of their disability unlike them, deprived of romantic relationships unlike, deprived of 'friends unlike them, deprived of family unlike them, deprived of social ties unlike them, deprived of being able to enrich themselves unlike them, etc.
When life is only made up of reproaches, waste linked to health, a bad family, harassment, injustice, or even finding your origins if you were born under x, what to do.
I was even criticized for being born, my own parents who regretted having created me!
In France you do not even have the right to claim compensation for damage against your parents, doctors, for example, for being badly born or having had a bad childhood.
Parents are totally king in France, they can force you to pay their retirement homes if they are poor, force you to pay their groceries, rent, etc., this is called the maintenance and care obligation. towards a loved one, even if you are rejected by these same parents or placed by social services or sometimes born under X!
Mother's Day was created in France by the Vichy regime, a fascist regime friend of the Nazis during the occupation of France by the Nazis. Fathers and Grandmothers Day is created thereafter. But what to think of these festivals for the abused, rejected, or born under X children?
There are also wars between parents and grandparents because grandparents sue their children (who are the parents of grandchildren) in court to allow their grandchildren to be seen despite their children having rejected them for valid reasons, and deprive their children to see their grandparents!
I was diagnosed with a genetic disease and I wanted to die in Switzerland from an assisted suicide but apparently you have to be accompanied by a loved one to die in peace. But my parents do not want to accompany me to my death even if I take the steps on my own. However, my parents are responsible for my birth, mistreatment, my health, everything even! I find it really unfair that they refuse to come with me.
In France, there is no justice, everything is lax, no children's rights respected. There are even children totally abandoned by social services, abandoned in hotels, which are real slums, the hoteliers only content to take money from the French State in exchange for the accommodation of the child. abandoned, without checks by social services, children are totally abandoned even at the age of 10, left to their own devices, no one sees them anymore, it's totally true but hidden by general censorship.
In the children's homes of social services there are often cases of abuse, rape, and there, nothing is done, no investigations or justice, the case is hushed up!
For abandoned children who are managing like grown-ups, there is no emancipation to become legally major before the age of 16, you also need the authorization of the biological or adoptive parents!
Procreation is a universal right, especially in Europe, which allows even bad parents to procreate, even if their previous children have been taken away by social services, nothing prevents them from creating others, there are parents who were in their fifteenth child because of that! There is also the scandals of child slaves from Romania condemned to prostitution or to become a pickpocket in tourist places in Europe.
Thank you to human rights for promoting procreation as a universal right with total disregard for the right of children to be born well!
The worst thing is that this procreation can only be possible if you find love, so to find love, you have to be born precisely, not to be ugly, small, handicapped, rejected, badly reputed because of your family, etc.
It is even paradoxical that if procreation is limited by children, well born, we will find love more easily, will found love more easily, will found a family more easily, will necessarily have easier access to procreation and will be able to create children, well born in their turn, who will not be rejected, will not have wasted lives, will think much less of wanting CTB!
The procreation permit, with a ban on transmitting disabilities, illnesses, mistreatment, being good parents after having followed parental training followed by a certificate.
This is what society wants you to understand in France and undoubtedly elsewhere:
We give birth to you and we tell you that life is a gift, that life is sacred.
You are rejected for being different.
Afterwards, if you don't want to live, you manage for CTB on your own as long as we don't catch up with you, otherwise it's jail or ending up in the psychiuatric hospital, treated like crazy, with straitjacket or restraints, in a room isolated, tied to the bed. Afterwards, you hang around no crazy label, we no longer trust you, you no longer have access to work, you are badly reputed, lynched, rejected by everyone ...
We dare to say that you will live after your forced confinement with the mad, that your life will be better, that you will be forced to love life otherwise you will not be released from the hospital, the worse you can end up in the upper units security! In other countries, it's downright prison with the same mistreatment and humiliation!
There is no question in these closed societies like in France that we help you die. No way we accompany you, you die alone, forgotten by others. While you did not ask to live and especially not this miserable life!
And these countries dare to say that you are free to do what you want, but shhh, no question of saying that you have the right to leave life, censorship obliges! And it dares to claim human rights, these same rights which allow procreation without realizing what the child will become, if he will be able to live properly without deprivation of health, for example, without injustice.
If there is really a problem I would not hesitate to delete my thread. I'm sorry in advance if this is the case.
Cordially
I hope you are well? Or hope you are doing the best you can? I am not doing well at all!
I hope that my rant can have its place here, I hesitated for a long time to publish it, even in this forum.
I hope people don't blame me because it is very hard to read, but I wanted to say what I thought of my life and especially the fact that I can no longer bear to live, that I no longer bear the drift of humanity, consumerism, climate change, individualism, idiocracy in general.
I know that there are always people who stand out, that they are very kind, thoughtful, seek to change the world for good, live outside the system. I hope that one day these people will end up dominating the world, that the idiocracy that is taking place will end up disappearing for a healthier, more thoughtful world, in a healthier planet.
I no longer have any taste for life, even pleasures like going out with people, traveling, seeing a movie at the cinema, learning, eating, no longer gives me pleasure, everything tires me out, especially my health. The diagnoses made in recent times by leading specialists do not give me much hope, on the contrary!
I had a life that was strewn with rejection, misunderstandings, health problems, life failed by my health, injustice.
I was born badly, already ill, mistreated throughout my childhood, in a country which does not accept that each one can completely dispose of himself. Thank you France, which claims to be a country of freedoms and human rights! A gross lie. Country claiming to be secular while many laws are, for example, aligned with the wishes of religion, the Church, including public holidays. Other laws come directly from Napoleon, which are obsolete, such as the prohibition on changing family names.
From birth, you do not choose your parents, if you were not born under X of course, the parents really do what they want with you, can forcibly intern in a psychiatric hospital, force you not to be care, choose your school, choose your associates, choose your religion (being baptized without your concentration for example, secular country, what a joke), etc.
The fact of being different, sick, foreign, disabled, born to parents or badly reputed backgrounds is enough to be rejected by everyone, harassed, especially at school, your childhood is only made up of harassment and rejection , and you, you didn't do anything, you were just born in the wrong place at the wrong time, in the wrong body, in the wrong family, if you weren't just born to unknown people (births under x, birth anonymous).
My studies have been ruined by my health, I can not stand to see others have succeeded in their lives, have started a family, go on a trip, get rich, while they have harassed you and rejected you for your differences that you did not ask to endure your birth.
When you want to die, CTB, we take you for crazy, a coward, we insult you for that, that you deserve to be punished, lynched, you are even more rejected, harassed ...
These others who have succeeded in their lives, approach you to leave because you are their sufferers to whom they can fall back to affirm that they are superior to you, that their life is superior to you, that they infantilize you to express their ego as lesson givers, that they are taller than you, richer than you, healthier than you, etc.
I feel like other people want to stop me from CTB, and I think it's the same for everyone who wants CTB too, because successful people want to belittle people who haven't. successful in their life, or who are suffering, are smaller than them, uglier than them, are in poor health unlike them, are deprived of freedoms because of their disability unlike them, deprived of romantic relationships unlike, deprived of 'friends unlike them, deprived of family unlike them, deprived of social ties unlike them, deprived of being able to enrich themselves unlike them, etc.
When life is only made up of reproaches, waste linked to health, a bad family, harassment, injustice, or even finding your origins if you were born under x, what to do.
I was even criticized for being born, my own parents who regretted having created me!
In France you do not even have the right to claim compensation for damage against your parents, doctors, for example, for being badly born or having had a bad childhood.
Parents are totally king in France, they can force you to pay their retirement homes if they are poor, force you to pay their groceries, rent, etc., this is called the maintenance and care obligation. towards a loved one, even if you are rejected by these same parents or placed by social services or sometimes born under X!
Mother's Day was created in France by the Vichy regime, a fascist regime friend of the Nazis during the occupation of France by the Nazis. Fathers and Grandmothers Day is created thereafter. But what to think of these festivals for the abused, rejected, or born under X children?
There are also wars between parents and grandparents because grandparents sue their children (who are the parents of grandchildren) in court to allow their grandchildren to be seen despite their children having rejected them for valid reasons, and deprive their children to see their grandparents!
I was diagnosed with a genetic disease and I wanted to die in Switzerland from an assisted suicide but apparently you have to be accompanied by a loved one to die in peace. But my parents do not want to accompany me to my death even if I take the steps on my own. However, my parents are responsible for my birth, mistreatment, my health, everything even! I find it really unfair that they refuse to come with me.
In France, there is no justice, everything is lax, no children's rights respected. There are even children totally abandoned by social services, abandoned in hotels, which are real slums, the hoteliers only content to take money from the French State in exchange for the accommodation of the child. abandoned, without checks by social services, children are totally abandoned even at the age of 10, left to their own devices, no one sees them anymore, it's totally true but hidden by general censorship.
In the children's homes of social services there are often cases of abuse, rape, and there, nothing is done, no investigations or justice, the case is hushed up!
For abandoned children who are managing like grown-ups, there is no emancipation to become legally major before the age of 16, you also need the authorization of the biological or adoptive parents!
Procreation is a universal right, especially in Europe, which allows even bad parents to procreate, even if their previous children have been taken away by social services, nothing prevents them from creating others, there are parents who were in their fifteenth child because of that! There is also the scandals of child slaves from Romania condemned to prostitution or to become a pickpocket in tourist places in Europe.
Thank you to human rights for promoting procreation as a universal right with total disregard for the right of children to be born well!
The worst thing is that this procreation can only be possible if you find love, so to find love, you have to be born precisely, not to be ugly, small, handicapped, rejected, badly reputed because of your family, etc.
It is even paradoxical that if procreation is limited by children, well born, we will find love more easily, will found love more easily, will found a family more easily, will necessarily have easier access to procreation and will be able to create children, well born in their turn, who will not be rejected, will not have wasted lives, will think much less of wanting CTB!
The procreation permit, with a ban on transmitting disabilities, illnesses, mistreatment, being good parents after having followed parental training followed by a certificate.
This is what society wants you to understand in France and undoubtedly elsewhere:
We give birth to you and we tell you that life is a gift, that life is sacred.
You are rejected for being different.
Afterwards, if you don't want to live, you manage for CTB on your own as long as we don't catch up with you, otherwise it's jail or ending up in the psychiuatric hospital, treated like crazy, with straitjacket or restraints, in a room isolated, tied to the bed. Afterwards, you hang around no crazy label, we no longer trust you, you no longer have access to work, you are badly reputed, lynched, rejected by everyone ...
We dare to say that you will live after your forced confinement with the mad, that your life will be better, that you will be forced to love life otherwise you will not be released from the hospital, the worse you can end up in the upper units security! In other countries, it's downright prison with the same mistreatment and humiliation!
There is no question in these closed societies like in France that we help you die. No way we accompany you, you die alone, forgotten by others. While you did not ask to live and especially not this miserable life!
And these countries dare to say that you are free to do what you want, but shhh, no question of saying that you have the right to leave life, censorship obliges! And it dares to claim human rights, these same rights which allow procreation without realizing what the child will become, if he will be able to live properly without deprivation of health, for example, without injustice.
If there is really a problem I would not hesitate to delete my thread. I'm sorry in advance if this is the case.
Cordially
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