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HowlingCoyote

HowlingCoyote

" and i said hell is the sun, "
Jan 14, 2026
16
i hate when i can feel someone losing interest in me. when i can feel them pulling away from me. it always happens this way. ive never had anyone be attached to me the way i attach to them, im always left one way or another.. i dont know whats wrong with me. i need to just die man whats the point anymore
 
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snowee

snowee

Member
Jan 17, 2026
7
I feel you. Everyone always leaves in the end. Do they not feel guilty? I can't comprehend getting so close to someone just to disappear like nothing happened. I feel so replaceable. This generation is so cold and lacking in empathy.
 
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DeathByBananabread

DeathByBananabread

Carol Kohl
Dec 30, 2025
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in a similar situation lately. my chest keeps hurting like it has a physical weight on it. it's like an actual non-workout-workout- stairs that used to exhaust me are easy to climb now with no effort on my part. that's been great but makes me wonder what sort of stress my heart has been under.

anyways, my messages are open if you want someone to talk to, the "start conversation" button should work.
 
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woofwag

woofwag

Bad dog
Sep 17, 2025
293
Hey, I'm really sorry you're feeling this much hurt right now. That feeling of noticing someone pull away and wondering what's wrong with you is incredibly heart-wrenching. You don't sound broken to me, you sound like someone who cares deeply and keeps getting hurt, and that's exhausting. What you're feeling doesn't mean there's something wrong with you. You deserve care through this. We're all here to listen and support you.
 
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4colliez

4colliez

washed k9
Nov 17, 2025
44
it's truly one of the worst pains I think. it's also hard to imagine it gets better when we live in a reality where these situations can happen over and over and over again.
I hope you don't beat yourself up too much over it, wanting connection is normal and it's not your fault people are so removed
 
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violetforever

violetforever

Student
Dec 24, 2025
196
nothing is ever enough and i'm not sure why. i won't rely on anybody that way ever again.
 
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