Help My health is declining. I want to CtB before I'm unable to physically do it on my own.

[notevenhere]

I'm broke. In a shitty country with a shitty health care system. If my condition worsens, I can't get out of it. I can't cure it too because I don't have a job, this isn't one thing, it's numerous physical things — on top of mental illness. My friendships/relationships are all dead. My family is abusive and controlling over me. There's no hope. What do I Do? I can't even begin to find a way to CtB. I'm so useless. I'm hopeless. Please, convince me and help me find a way out of my miserable, pitiful existence. I've been in the hospital for the entire day, now.

 

[ilovemydog]

Hey I want to help in some way

 

[Unknown21]

How can i help u?

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really awful and dreadful what you go through, I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering.

 

[theboy]

Where are you from? What physical problem do you have?

 

[notevenhere]

How can i help u?

i just need someone to talk to that won't judge me for my mental illness or physical health

 

[Unknown21]

i just need someone to talk to that won't judge me for my mental illness or physical health

We are all here by your side. Talk to me about whatever you want. You can also use the chat room at a time when you feel lonely or need to talk to anyone. I am sorry for what you are going through. I wish you the peace you desire.

 

[BlazingBob]

I'm broke. In a shitty country with a shitty health care system. If my condition worsens, I can't get out of it. I can't cure it too because I don't have a job, this isn't one thing, it's numerous physical things — on top of mental illness. My friendships/relationships are all dead. My family is abusive and controlling over me. There's no hope. What do I Do? I can't even begin to find a way to CtB. I'm so useless. I'm hopeless. Please, convince me and help me find a way out of my miserable, pitiful existence. I've been in the hospital for the entire day, now.

I can very much relate.

 

[amra81nz]

i just need someone to talk to that won't judge me for my mental illness or physical health

Your welcome to talk to me anytime. Im in New zealand and suffer mental illness and diabetes so no judgement here