Story My Ghost

[15dec]

Drifting through my cemetery of hope,
The hollow remnants of a dream cowering within my mind,
The night draws near and the air runs cold;
It seems that the end is something I will finally find.

Ghosts of smiles and laughter cannot comprehend this evil within;
Not even I recognise the girl in the mirror.
A life long lost,
A life of horror.

Echoes of words and things left unsaid taunt me in my dreams,
If I can wake from those, why can't I escape from my living nightmare?
I long for the comfort I seldom receive,
Longing for a joy that is oh so rare.

I am but a ghost of my former self.
I often feel despair
But never feel cheer.
I oftentimes cry
But cannot laugh no matter how hard I try.
I don't like much of anything
But I don't have the energy to hate a thing.
I am just melancholy itself.

My ghost haunts me day and night,
Forcing me to remember the things I have lost.
No more happiness, no more love;
Just me and this cold frost.

 

[JustAboutDone]

I am but a ghost of my former self..

I wanted to cry when I got to this line and this line finished me off :-(

Sending you the biggest cuddle

 

[15dec]

I wanted to cry when I got to this line and this line finished me off :-(

Sending you the biggest cuddle

Aw, don't cry! Sending you lots more cuddles and a huge chocolate cake too ♡

 

[brighter]

Just me and this cold frost.
I love it when someone has a perfect way of saying what I feel. Thank you

 

[15dec]

Just me and this cold frost.
I love it when someone has a perfect way of saying what I feel. Thank you

Thank you too, I'm sorry you feel similarly but at the same time I'm glad you relate (if that makes any sense!)

 

[brighter]

Thank you too, I'm sorry you feel similarly but at the same time I'm glad you relate (if that makes any sense!)

Yeah it does don't worry :) we take confort in other people going through the same pain with us. A lot of things don't make sense but do (if that makes any sense!) :) :)