Worthless Maid
Member
- Feb 2, 2026
- 5
Hi everyone
I was visiting this site very often but I didn't had any accounts.
I'm 20F my ctb reason long story short is I always struggle with people. Mostly because of my parents conflicts each other and overprotective mother. I don't have any friends and I can't make one in real life. So normal life is something not for me & I can't keep living like this.
I'm recently thinking about ctb very seriously and I have collected sn
I don't know when I might be able to leave because I'm so scared of pain but I think I might do it soon.
I have sodium nitrite, domperidone as AE and bromazepam. I don't have Beta blocker but I can get them if needed. And I'm kinnda confused about this. Some says it might make your death slow. Any idea about this ? And should I be taking this if I ctb one day with sn?
And thank you everyone for reading this long post (ā ā„ā ļ¹ā ā„ā )
I find this community very friendly for people like us. Have a great day everyone. Love you all sasu members (ā ā āā āæā āā ā )ā ā”
I was visiting this site very often but I didn't had any accounts.
I'm 20F my ctb reason long story short is I always struggle with people. Mostly because of my parents conflicts each other and overprotective mother. I don't have any friends and I can't make one in real life. So normal life is something not for me & I can't keep living like this.
I'm recently thinking about ctb very seriously and I have collected sn
I don't know when I might be able to leave because I'm so scared of pain but I think I might do it soon.
I have sodium nitrite, domperidone as AE and bromazepam. I don't have Beta blocker but I can get them if needed. And I'm kinnda confused about this. Some says it might make your death slow. Any idea about this ? And should I be taking this if I ctb one day with sn?
And thank you everyone for reading this long post (ā ā„ā ļ¹ā ā„ā )
I find this community very friendly for people like us. Have a great day everyone. Love you all sasu members (ā ā āā āæā āā ā )ā ā”