• Hey Guest,

    We will never comply with any of OFCOM's demands or any other nations censorious demands for that matter. We will only follow the laws of the land of which our server is located, which is the US.

    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

AbsurdAbyss

AbsurdAbyss

Lost, broken, empty, fragmented.
Mar 4, 2024
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i'm never going to recover - even if it kills me. i refuse to be tortured by false hope that inspires fake confidence to ensure permanent thralldom. i don't want to live through my failures only to watch them destroy me again. i don't want to make someone smile only to make them cry again. i don't want to see new things but feel the same, painful feelings again. i don't want to keep living in a world that doesn't need or want me in it anymore than it wants me to die - a relic of the past that's lost both its meaning and significance exists only for mockery. i don't want to be wanted by someone i'll never meet - i don't want to feel unwanted, underappreciated, unnecessary and burdensome by those who have me. i wish i didn't hurt everybody who ever got close to me, i wish i had the strength to spare them my pain. i wish i could save myself from the harm that caused me this pain. i wish i was living in a different world, or a different life in this world, a life i could be proud of, a life i could call my own, from start to finish. a life where my strengths defined me more than my weaknesses. i wish i got to experience everything i've always wanted to but never could in this one - i wish i met those who recognized me for who i am, not just those who remembered me for who i was and saw me for who i will be to them. i wish i could go back and kill myself in the womb, free myself of all my past, present and future suffering. at long last, i wish i could, like Beethoven did in his farewell letter to his beloved, say this to someone who truly longed to hear it :

"be calm - love me, today, yesterday..what tearful language for you, you, you, my life, my all, farewell. oh continue to love me, never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved. ever thine, ever mine, ever ours."
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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So sorry you're suffering like this, I truly hope you find the peace you seek.
 
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CatLvr

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I'm sorry you are having such a hard time. How are you today?
 

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