What did it feel like, if you don't mind me asking?
Suffocation didn't hurt. It felt uncomfortable, I see why some people enjoy auto errotic asphyxiation to some degree. But it was hard to go to sleep when I took labored breaths. Even after my attempt I find it hard to breathe. Night-Night def works but you just gotta ot get a dumbass. I found out very late into my practice that you are supposed to be on your side when doing it but this time I won't use a bag over my head so I can ensure I have a peaceful end. Best to remember that the bags are to be in your side neck. Not on the front, if you happen to be saved and want to eat solid food then don't touch your trachea. I'm surprised my mom didn't find my corpse but I woke up to my bus leaving as d I tried another suffocation attempt and it failed.
I wish you the best of luck on your journey. What made you choose night night, out of curiosity?
Easily accessiblity as compared to SN. Which is basically impossible unless you can fake illness or bribe a doctor.
I wish you the best of luck on your journey. What made you choose night night, out of curiosity?
Easily accessiblity as compared to SN. Which is basically impossible unless you can fake illness or bribe a doctor.
Looks sooo good, but it makes me sad. I'll be thinking of you.
Before I retry, a promise is a promise word is bond.
2 pounds of cubed pork with 2 tbs curry powder,3 tbs onion and garlic powder. 1 tsp of Thai chili powder, salt (to preference) 1 tbsp black pepper. Mix into a small bowl getting the seasonings in there.
I didn't have an onion so I used 6 small multi colored peppers and 4 pre chopped garlic. Let the vegetables in the pan first then add 4 cardamoms. Let the aromatics rest on medium heat before you add a bit more oil in and introduce the pork to the pan. Use wooden spatula to help the heat get evenly distributed with the meat. Let the pork get golden before you hit it with 1/2 cups water and a spicy curry root. Put lid on and start your rice. After 10 or so minutes still on medium heat with boiling water in the pan you wanna add a 2 cubed potatoes and 1 cup of Greek yogurt to thicken it before a bayleaf. Put heat on lowest setting and top on pot to help steam and evenly cook the potatoes, add 1 cinnamon stick. Wait another 10 minutes or so then turn off the heat. Play up your curry and rice and that's all there was to it. Quite literally a meal to die for.
