OldGod

OldGod

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Feb 20, 2020
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As many of you read from my last post, after the suicide of my best friend I decided to put that energy into something else. I started making a film about mental illness and tragedy. All on VHS and Polaroid.

When I posted it here I wasn't expecting much of a response. I was more than surprised by the overwhelmingly positive feedback you all gave me. Well I'm here to tell you that the film is ready. Completely. I submitted it to three different film festivals and am waiting to see if it's accepted.

Here is the final poster:

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I also have a surprise.

Since this is pretty much a secret forum, I won't be breaking any rules from the festivals by sharing the final cut of the film here with you all.

In case you haven't seen already, here is the trailer:


I also got my first review from a fellow filmmaker:

"In a cinematic environment bludgeoned again and again with refinery and ostentatious technology, "Born Into It" is a virtuoso of honesty, transparency, and grit that serves as a breath of fresh air in the field of documentary. The crude, grounded nature of both the featured tales of tragedy and struggle, and the visual format it is delivered in, alchemize a mystifying, humbling experience. "Born Into It" will bestow upon its audience a heavy, self-reflective silence, rather than the traditionally coveted thunderous applause."

And without further ado, here is my film 'Born Into It' (It's a private link, so keep it secret. You are the first I'm sharing it with):

 
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zer05mdy

zer05mdy

Cemetery Drive
Jun 6, 2019
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Wow, the trailer gave me chills; it is haunting and beautiful. Best of luck with the festivals.
 
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faust

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lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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Awesome! I wish you all the best with your film! Just remember, it does not matter if you are an award-winner, a good film touches the souls and I hope you will succeed in that!
 
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xalltoowell

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Nov 3, 2019
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This is great. I hope you're able to reach out to many people through this!
 
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OldGod

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HIYA IM DEF GONNA DIVE INTO YOUR STUFF LATERZ, BUT JUST WAMTED TO SAY- MORE POWER 2 U! I LOST MY CLOSEST FRIENDS AND LOVERS TO SUICIDE ,OVERDOSE, JUMPING, HANGING, SHOOTING IN THE HEAD, SELF DROWNING.. ALSO FAMILLY MEMBERZ.. I WAS A VIDEO ARTIST.. IM SO TRIGGERD BY TOUCHING ANY MATERIALS NOWADAYS CAUSE IVE JUST LOST THE PLOT ENTIRELY THIS TIME.. ALSO HAVE PTSD N BORDERLIN PD AND IVE BEEN AN ADDICT FOR SO LONG. I CANT EVEN BRING MY SELF TO SHARE HERE STILL, BUT ONLY A GLIMPSE AT YOUR TRAILER JUST MADE ME WANNA SAY ,, I DUNNOW.. TNX? GOODLUCK? LOVE? JUST FRIENDS!! I MISS MY FRIENDS SOO MUCH X MY HEARTXX TNX JUST SPREAD THE LUV
 
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HIYA IM DEF GONNA DIVE INTO YOUR STUFF LATERZ, BUT JUST WAMTED TO SAY- MORE POWER 2 U! I LOST MY CLOSEST FRIENDS AND LOVERS TO SUICIDE ,OVERDOSE, JUMPING, HANGING, SHOOTING IN THE HEAD, SELF DROWNING.. ALSO FAMILLY MEMBERZ.. I WAS A VIDEO ARTIST.. IM SO TRIGGERD BY TOUCHING ANY MATERIALS NOWADAYS CAUSE IVE JUST LOST THE PLOT ENTIRELY THIS TIME.. ALSO HAVE PTSD N BORDERLIN PD AND IVE BEEN AN ADDICT FOR SO LONG. I CANT EVEN BRING MY SELF TO SHARE HERE STILL, BUT ONLY A GLIMPSE AT YOUR TRAILER JUST MADE ME WANNA SAY ,, I DUNNOW.. TNX? GOODLUCK? LOVE? JUST FRIENDS!! I MISS MY FRIENDS SOO MUCH X MY HEARTXX TNX JUST SPREAD THE LUV

I'm sorry to hear your story! Thank you for the kind words!
 
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HelensNepenthe

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How has producing this film affected your current situation with your own mental health? Are you still feeling urges of calling it quits? Or has producing this film in honor of your friend help establish a road of recovery for you?
 
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OldGod

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How has producing this film affected your current situation with your own mental health? Are you still feeling urges of calling it quits? Or has producing this film in honor of your friend help establish a road of recovery for you?

My mind needs egregious amounts of stimulation for me to be able to function. This project; the brainstorming, the writing, the planning, the filming, the editing, the promotion, etc. has been a TON of work but also a TON of fun. So yes, I haven't though about suicide one bit (except in the context of this film lmao). I do still have a hole in my heart from my ex-girlfriend but this is keeping me busy.

I keep fucking saying it to people: Find a hobby! A passion! Pursue it!
 
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