Discussion My fantasy

[AntiBan]

My fantasy is that if I die, I go to heaven.

I have realized many things and have developed major insights. I no longer love this world, at best I think it's shit and in general it's a semi-hell.
I'm not excited by the idea of a girlfriend, of some stinky food, of "adventures", of all of this bullshit.
It's a pathetic excuse, a delusion. Sure joy exists, but suffering is the majority.

So I wish that if I die I go to heaven and enter a reality free of all pain with only joy and happiness, meaning that my existence is only positive.
It's given me hope, this thought. I pity the people thinking their pathetic little tasty dish or cheap excitement are some sort of testament to this world's good.

Funny how suicidal people are the "unstable" while the foolishly happy sleep lie and breathe delusions.

 

[charlottewilts]

my ex girlfriend would often try to convince me that life was full of meaning using those exact same statements: all of the tasty food you won't be able to try, the amazing places you won't get to visit, the wonderful times we'll have together.

it was only years later that i discovered this handy chart that i could've used to refute all of those platitudes.

 

[PetiteAngel]

my ex girlfriend would often try to convince me that life was full of meaning using those exact same statements: all of the tasty food you won't be able to try, the amazing places you won't get to visit, the wonderful times we'll have together.

it was only years later that i discovered this handy chart that i could've used to refute all of those platitudes.

thats great