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suicidalpushpop

suicidalpushpop

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Sep 14, 2022
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i'm an idiot i thought it would work. i took about 100 blood pressure pills and at one point passed out and thought i was dying but just ended up with a whopping migraine and dry heaving. i wish it killed me. i do have SN…i don't know why i didn't use that.
 
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LookingOverTheEdge

LookingOverTheEdge

Hello Darkness my old friend
Jul 13, 2020
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I feel for you. It's a horrible feeling thinking that it's the end and being accepting of that, and then waking up and finding out it isn't. I hope you can recover from that. Take care and be kind to yourself if you can.
 
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my-end

Leaving not grieving
Dec 19, 2022
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i'm an idiot i thought it would work. i took about 100 blood pressure pills and at one point passed out and thought i was dying but just ended up with a whopping migraine and dry heaving. i wish it killed me. i do have SN…i don't know why i didn't use that.
Truly I do not intend to demean, demoralize or insult you in any way, ok...

If you have sn and you know sn to be reliable if certain precautions are taken, why take the bp medication? Did you find any data supporting its effectiveness or was it a spur of the moment kind of thing?
Thanks
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds like such an awful experience, a suicide attempt somehow going wrong is what I fear. But at least you have the option of a reliable method right there for when the time is right for you to leave.
 
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ollo

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Jul 4, 2021
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Cause deep inside everyone of us, there is a desire to be loved and be happy
 
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tiredone

Tired one
Dec 12, 2022
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Cause deep inside everyone of us, there is a desire to be loved and be happy
There is in most of us. But we are denied or cannot accept it even being given. Some are just ill, some tired, some wired differently.
 
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suicidalpushpop

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Sep 14, 2022
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Truly I do not intend to demean, demoralize or insult you in any way, ok...

If you have sn and you know sn to be reliable if certain precautions are taken, why take the bp medication? Did you find any data supporting its effectiveness or was it a spur of the moment kind of thing?
Thanks
a friend was successful using BP meds. i had read a few sn failure posts on this thread.. and the BP meds felt "safer".. i can't explain it. but it was a foolish choice. next time i will use SN
 
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