Now_And_Then
If I am no good , then let me out
- Jun 30, 2019
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Hello there
I just wanted to share my experience of when I tried to end it with a box of 50 m g Nytol sleeping pills here in England
First I wanted to mention that the pharmacists are always happy to hand you over the 25 m g Nytol boxes , but are usually hesitant to hand you over the 50 m g ones and always ask a bunch of questions . I wonder why that is ?
I had a box in my hand and was laying down in my bed with some water next to me . I took one , then two , three four and got to downing nine pills with water . Here is what it felt like :
I started feeling a tight ness in my chest at around the fourth or fifth pill and by the 8th or 9th pill , I got a sensation in my stomach , it felt like some one was drumming my stomach from the inside and I got drowsy , I could feel I was starting to pass out . Panic started to kick in . I slowly got up and , where I usually stand tall , I actually felt like I was about 3 feet tall .... and I couldn't feel my body or legs , I felt like jelly . I mean I literally couldn't feel my legs and I felt 3 feet tall . When I walked , I felt drunk and managed to get to the kitchen tap and swallowed some water . I went out side and stood there for a few minutes
Survival instinct had kicked in that time
If only 9 Nytol pills could do that to me , ( make me feel I was passing out and also making me feel I had no legs , was three feet tall and felt like jelly ) what would 50 do ?
And what was happening with me when I experienced that ? Was it only a minor thing ?
I just wanted to share my experience of when I tried to end it with a box of 50 m g Nytol sleeping pills here in England
First I wanted to mention that the pharmacists are always happy to hand you over the 25 m g Nytol boxes , but are usually hesitant to hand you over the 50 m g ones and always ask a bunch of questions . I wonder why that is ?
I had a box in my hand and was laying down in my bed with some water next to me . I took one , then two , three four and got to downing nine pills with water . Here is what it felt like :
I started feeling a tight ness in my chest at around the fourth or fifth pill and by the 8th or 9th pill , I got a sensation in my stomach , it felt like some one was drumming my stomach from the inside and I got drowsy , I could feel I was starting to pass out . Panic started to kick in . I slowly got up and , where I usually stand tall , I actually felt like I was about 3 feet tall .... and I couldn't feel my body or legs , I felt like jelly . I mean I literally couldn't feel my legs and I felt 3 feet tall . When I walked , I felt drunk and managed to get to the kitchen tap and swallowed some water . I went out side and stood there for a few minutes
Survival instinct had kicked in that time
If only 9 Nytol pills could do that to me , ( make me feel I was passing out and also making me feel I had no legs , was three feet tall and felt like jelly ) what would 50 do ?
And what was happening with me when I experienced that ? Was it only a minor thing ?
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