s.s.scriptties

s.s.scriptties

Lookin' for a CTP partner
Jun 15, 2024
28
I watched "on the count of 3" and alot of media regarding double suicides... A suicide attempt sounds so much easier if someone is there with me, maybe we can have fun and form a connection ok our last day together. I have been fantasizing about it for weeks now, having someone to hang out with on the last day then we shoot each other or kill each other at the end of the day. It's a dream come true.

... What I hate is I don't know how to find a suicide partner... They'd have to be somebody that likes me, and other than my parents and maybe a sibling or 2 I don't think anybody really "likes" me, I'm more of a circumstance or necessity.

Where can I find a partner? How can I be sure they're right? Will they go through with it? Will we have a fun last day? What sex will they be? What culture are they from? How can I know there details to add to the experience?

I don't care if they don't kill themselves too at the end as long as I spend the last day with them if that's what they want, I'd even probably be willing to pay someone to spend that day with them.
 
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Hana68

Hana68

Fallen đź–¤
Oct 12, 2024
13
I wish a friend from my old school would stay with me on my last day and be completely okay with it, I miss my classmates and especially her, she was helping me all the time by talking to me all the time, checking if I am ok, giving me some of her food, helping me on the stairs because of a coma and she was one of the only people who didn't care about my sh scars đź–¤
 
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LostSoul1965

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Apr 15, 2024
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I watched "on the count of 3" and alot of media regarding double suicides... A suicide attempt sounds so much easier if someone is there with me, maybe we can have fun and form a connection ok our last day together. I have been fantasizing about it for weeks now, having someone to hang out with on the last day then we shoot each other or kill each other at the end of the day. It's a dream come true.

... What I hate is I don't know how to find a suicide partner... They'd have to be somebody that likes me, and other than my parents and maybe a sibling or 2 I don't think anybody really "likes" me, I'm more of a circumstance or necessity.

Where can I find a partner? How can I be sure they're right? Will they go through with it? Will we have a fun last day? What sex will they be? What culture are they from? How can I know there details to add to the experience?

I don't care if they don't kill themselves too at the end as long as I spend the last day with them if that's what they want, I'd even probably be willing to pay someone to spend that day with them.
Try posting in the Partners Megathread.
 
sos

sos

Experienced
Jul 22, 2024
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do you know whats even better

a triple suicide

what about that dream
 
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SixNeufUn

SixNeufUn

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Oct 8, 2024
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do you know whats even better

a triple suicide

what about that dream
Wait until bro discovers the quadruple suicide

I have been thinking about it too but seems unlikely for me in this sort period of time and location
 
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s.s.scriptties

s.s.scriptties

Lookin' for a CTP partner
Jun 15, 2024
28
Wait until bro discovers the quadruple suicide

I have been thinking about it too but seems unlikely for me in this sort period of time and location
I feel like this would be over the top tho, I only need one other person. I feel like a quadruple suicide or a triple one would throw out the "connection" option on our last day.
Try posting in the Partners Megathread.
Do you have a direct link to it?
I kind of don't have the search bar unlocked now and have no idea how to unlock it.
... Nvm I found the thread
 
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endofline2010

endofline2010

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Aug 8, 2024
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What about randomly picking off 10 people on your local sex offender list, then giving yourself lead poisoning. Record the whole thing and steam it as your last act :)

You would pretty much be remembered as a hero vigilante.
 
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s.s.scriptties

s.s.scriptties

Lookin' for a CTP partner
Jun 15, 2024
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What about randomly picking off 10 people on your local sex offender list, then giving yourself lead poisoning. Record the whole thing and steam it as your last act :)

You would pretty much be remembered as a hero vigilante.
Where do I find my local "sex offender list" and wdym? I'm confused
 
MrSuicide

MrSuicide

Transgender man
Oct 11, 2024
3
It would be nice to find another suicidal person to CTB with. If not for emotional support then to make sure I don't pussy out. My method is by shotgun though so whoever dies second, probably me but still, is going to have to be cool with seeing… that.
 
s.s.scriptties

s.s.scriptties

Lookin' for a CTP partner
Jun 15, 2024
28
It would be nice to find another suicidal person to CTB with. If not for emotional support then to make sure I don't pussy out. My method is by shotgun though so whoever dies second, probably me but still, is going to have to be cool with seeing… that.
Yeah, but it's probably too good to be true. I'm a lil jealous, I want to go buy gun so bad.
 
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