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peacefulnights

peacefulnights

star gazer
Jan 15, 2026
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I just got word that my dog passed away last night. He truly was such a kind and amazing soul. I always dealt with loneliness and fear as a child, my parents got divorced when I was young and neither wanted to raise a child. When I was young I was naturally dealing with passive suicidal ideation starting around 6th grade without realizing it. My dog came into my life around middle school, at the time I was really dealing with loneliness but didn't know how to articulate my emotions well, as that was never something my family did. He was a source of light in a world where all I experience and saw in my future was darkness and loneliness. From unpredictable households, to getting laid off from work, my parents being cold and abusive, to being alone, even if he wasn't with me all the time I always talked about him. He was the best dog I could have ever asked for, God I can't stop crying.

I am at peace knowing his soul is with the rest of my family in heaven right now.
 
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BeanCurd

Hysterical and useless
Dec 8, 2025
49
I'm so sorry for your loss ❤️ May his memory be a blessing.
 
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yotaka

明日にはすべてが終るとして
Jan 29, 2026
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I'm glad you got to have this wonderful friend in your life and so sorry you lost him 💔
 
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Winry

always sleeping
Feb 22, 2023
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It sounds like your dog was your best friend in life, and I wouldn't wish losing a pet on even my worst enemy. It is a pain that is almost too hard to bear. I wish only the best for you and fuck all that "dogs don't go to heaven" bullshit Christians say. They're angels. Your buddy is probably sitting up there waiting for you wagging his tail and very proud of you.
 
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Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
513
I know the feeling. I had a dog that died several years ago. She was a mutt that I got from the pound, and she ended up being the greatest dog ever. She was sweet, lovable, playful, and very protective. When I would come home, she would stand between my legs with her rear end toward the front of me, I would scratch and rub the sides of her back legs, and she would start shivering and that tail would start wagging furiously.. I miss her.

I'm sorry for your loss. 😥😥
 
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idontknowwhatiam

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Sep 10, 2025
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I just got word that my dog passed away last night. He truly was such a kind and amazing soul. I always dealt with loneliness and fear as a child, my parents got divorced when I was young and neither wanted to raise a child. When I was young I was naturally dealing with passive suicidal ideation starting around 6th grade without realizing it. My dog came into my life around middle school, at the time I was really dealing with loneliness but didn't know how to articulate my emotions well, as that was never something my family did. He was a source of light in a world where all I experience and saw in my future was darkness and loneliness. From unpredictable households, to getting laid off from work, my parents being cold and abusive, to being alone, even if he wasn't with me all the time I always talked about him. He was the best dog I could have ever asked for, God I can't stop crying.

I am at peace knowing his soul is with the rest of my family in heaven right now.
OH no! I am so sorry.... It's never easy losing a pet especially a dog. Again, my thoughts are with you
 
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