peacefulnights
star gazer
- Jan 15, 2026
- 48
I just got word that my dog passed away last night. He truly was such a kind and amazing soul. I always dealt with loneliness and fear as a child, my parents got divorced when I was young and neither wanted to raise a child. When I was young I was naturally dealing with passive suicidal ideation starting around 6th grade without realizing it. My dog came into my life around middle school, at the time I was really dealing with loneliness but didn't know how to articulate my emotions well, as that was never something my family did. He was a source of light in a world where all I experience and saw in my future was darkness and loneliness. From unpredictable households, to getting laid off from work, my parents being cold and abusive, to being alone, even if he wasn't with me all the time I always talked about him. He was the best dog I could have ever asked for, God I can't stop crying.
I am at peace knowing his soul is with the rest of my family in heaven right now.
I am at peace knowing his soul is with the rest of my family in heaven right now.