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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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I found my oldest dog dead today. She was 16 yrs old and I am relieved she is at peace. I knew the time was coming soon. She fell asleep right across from me and I found her dead when I woke up. I wish I was awake and holding her tightly when her time came.

Her death wants me to die. I'm heartbroken. I have 2 other dogs as well and know they need me to take care of then but also know my daughter would take them in and care for them 4ever.

I just want to die and go wherever she went.
 
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WadeingThru

WadeingThru

Experienced
Feb 25, 2022
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I found my oldest dog dead today.
I just want to die and go wherever she went.
All dogs go to heaven, but it might be a special doggie heaven. I don't think humans can get in doggie heaven. Losing a dog sucks, I pray for ya.
 
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Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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All dogs go to heaven, but it might be a special doggie heaven. I don't think humans can get in doggie heaven. Losing a dog sucks, I pray for ya.
lol you've been watching too much Don Bluth.
I found my oldest dog dead today. She was 16 yrs old and I am relieved she is at peace. I knew the time was coming soon. She fell asleep right across from me and I found her dead when I woke up. I wish I was awake and holding her tightly when her time came.

Her death wants me to die. I'm heartbroken. I have 2 other dogs as well and know they need me to take care of then but also know my daughter would take them in and care for them 4ever.

I just want to die and go wherever she went.
I'm so sorry to hear about your beloved dog. You were both together a long time. But you have a daughter and two other dogs to love. I don't know if that is enough though. Just take time to grieve. You are still going through all the various stages of grief and it takes a while. No easy answers here. Just remember the good times you had. Stay strong!
 
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StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
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I found my oldest dog dead today. She was 16 yrs old and I am relieved she is at peace. I knew the time was coming soon. She fell asleep right across from me and I found her dead when I woke up. I wish I was awake and holding her tightly when her time came.

Her death wants me to die. I'm heartbroken. I have 2 other dogs as well and know they need me to take care of then but also know my daughter would take them in and care for them 4ever.

I just want to die and go wherever she went.
I am so sorry to hear about your sweet dog. I understand completely. I have a 12 year old cat and quite honestly when she passes I am right behind her. She has loved me unconditionally for 12 years (unlike any human I've known) and I don't want to live without her. Again, I am so sorry to hear about your precious dog.
 
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KimKevorkian

Experienced
Feb 23, 2022
210
I found my oldest dog dead today. She was 16 yrs old and I am relieved she is at peace. I knew the time was coming soon. She fell asleep right across from me and I found her dead when I woke up. I wish I was awake and holding her tightly when her time came.

Her death wants me to die. I'm heartbroken. I have 2 other dogs as well and know they need me to take care of then but also know my daughter would take them in and care for them 4ever.

I just want to die and go wherever she went.
Oh, I am so sorry. Our animal companions have a special place in our lives and hearts. You're not alone.
 
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Kristicide

Kristicide

I am a prisoner locked up behind xanax bars
Dec 16, 2021
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I found my oldest dog dead today. She was 16 yrs old and I am relieved she is at peace. I knew the time was coming soon. She fell asleep right across from me and I found her dead when I woke up. I wish I was awake and holding her tightly when her time came.

Her death wants me to die. I'm heartbroken. I have 2 other dogs as well and know they need me to take care of then but also know my daughter would take them in and care for them 4ever.

I just want to die and go wherever she went.
I'm so sorry love. It's gutting. I'm sure you had an amazing life with your furry baby. It's an aching feeling. Takes time to feel somewhat better. Think about your best moments, cutest photos, silly videos.
 
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Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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I'm so sorry love. It's gutting. I'm sure you had an amazing life with your furry baby. It's an aching feeling. Takes time to feel somewhat better. Think about your best moments, cutest photos, silly videos.
Yep, those happy memories are to be cherished. I lost two amazing dogs and 3 cats. I miss them everyday.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry you have to go through this, as even know death is inevitable for us all, dealing with loss can be devastating. I wish you the best.
 
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itsallover

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Jun 29, 2018
478
I wish us humans had the same ability as animals to just go to sleep and quietly pass away as we are usually tortured in our last stages in hospitals and nursing homes if we do reach that age. Sorry for your loss. When a horse knows it's time has come that it just goes somewhere secluded and quiet where they just lay down and slowly pass away.
 
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